People , Hello ~
Info, much?
THE GIRL-
Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D
Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music .
since July 11th 2008
I'm dying
posted on Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 5:35 PM
I feel like dying , I've no more tears .
Its really a hard day for me .
How can I ever live in the house when no one understand me ? No one ever try to understand me . And no one ever care about me .
I Love You ibu , ayah and my siblings but you all really give me hard times to live a perfect life .
I'm crying endlessly days and nights , but who really cares about me ?
Who really ask ' kenape akak menangis ? ' , seriously no one .
Who ever try to comfort me when it comes to like this ? , no one .
I've no one in my life . My house's friend was a fucking bear who didn't even know how to speak ! I tell him everything about my life but what can he do ? just stay still .
Someday I wish I can have a disease where everyone will care for me ,
Someday I even wish I can die earlier so I don't have to face problems like this .
I'm tired of crying and crying . I don't want any money from you .
I just want some love , some care . I sounds childsih but I really want it .
In fact , I'm craving for it . I regret that I skip school today . If I didn't skip school today so I won't be facing the problems .
I need someone in my life , I need someone to hear my problems , I need someone to comfort me , I need someone who can cheer me up , I need someone who can really understand me . I need the person .
Mom , If you read this . I love you , I seriously love you . You're the best mommy in the world and no one can replace you , but we keep have misunderstandings . Why is that ? I don't know .
ps : I'm not in the mood to reply your comments , I'm sorry .
Labels: I Love you Family
My Superman's Bday
posted on Monday, September 28, 2009, 11:44 PM
Saengil Chuka Hamnida !
Saengil Chukka Hamnida !
Saranghanenun Uri Donghee !
SAENGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA !
Donghee -ah , my dondong . Our precious Donguri dong dong .
Aigoo my bear , it's your birthday today . Stop working so hard okay sweetheart ?
Hope you to be healthy as always , YOU HAVE TO EAT !
Sweetheart please eat okay ? for me and for the ELF .
Infact we love you for being so chubby . I WANT THE OLD YOU BACK !
Just eat as much as you can okay ? promise me dear =)
Donghee , I've been thinking alot on what i'm going to write here to you , but then i realise ,
Words can ever describe how much i've love you , on how much i wanted you to be healthy and other stuffs .
I'm just glad that you're exist in the world . Thank You =)
Please be alright , please ? Don't go on a diet . Please be healthy .
I don't want anything more just to wish you as healthy as always .
Sweetheart Cheer Up !
Eventhough I'm Lacking , I'll Try To Protect You
- Super Junior , Shining Star .
- Super Junior , Shining Star .
ps : I'll update tomorrow , i promise . I'm not going to school tomorrow , haha PEACE !
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Mad
posted on Thursday, September 24, 2009, 4:55 PM
Duhhh =.= . I hate Raya . The first time in my life i said that i hate Raya . I hate growing older too because when raya time no one gonna give me money . Let me work instead . I want money =(
I DON'T UNDERSTAND MALAYSIAN . I found a video saying that Hongki and Akim looks a like . I was like ' uhh whatever , its their opinion not mine ' Then i click at the video to see the comments but shit , THEY BASH HONGKI . They said that hongki was fugly , akim is better than hongki and many more . I was so tense up . I reply EVERY SINGLE comments at the video and i think that makes the user who post it delete the video . LOL . Erghhh , who wouldn't mad if they say hongki like that? I was like ' HELLO ? malaysian artist was not as high level as korean ! ' . Yes I mean it . I feels sorry for hongki . Well look ! Akim and was a newborn artist and HONGKI WAS THE MOST AWESOME SINGER IN KOREA ! please don't compare them . Malaysian please open your eyes WIDELY . please ? this makes me loss my respect towards malaysian . BEHAVE MALAYSIAN ! and urghh . I feel like throwing up when i read the comments at the video. AND THAT MAKES ME DELETE ALL MALAY SONGS IN MY CELLPHONE although i only have one xD . I mean it ! I was so mad with the stupid people who commented at the video . At first i was akim's fans but now urghh , no no . Poor my hongki.
See this video >
Give me your opinion . Are you mad ? With all the misheard that they do . They were like menjatuhkan maruah the boys . Don't you think so ? MALAYSIAN people bash heechul in the video because he looks like a girl . And read all the misheard . Don't you think it's TOO MUCH ? I hate malaysian , fullstop .
Klik's magazine .
Wtf klik . WHY ARE YOU TWISTING THE FACT ?! you're not serious in making the korean part of the book . WHY YOU KEEP DOING MISTAKES ?! seriously if you do not know the fact just don't do it ! gahh , i hate klik . And erghh , they are COWARD . may i repeat ? COWARD ! I've sent an email to them regarding their false fact and they twisted the facts and stuff . It's been two weeks now and no one seem to reply it. LOL . Now you can see how coward are them .
To Klik Staff : If you do not know the real story then don't post it and PLEASE BE UPDATED. You're posting the lame story over and over again . Don't you think it's boring ? =.=//
Fans
I found this one blog . Not wanting to stated the link . It'll be a secret . She's a new suju supporter . I can see it by the way she's decorating her blog . but guess what ? when i read her post . She stated that she LOVE suju but she HATE shindong and heechul . Why ? because heechul freaking kiss guys and because shindong is FAT . I was like ' WTF IS SHE TALKING ABOUT ?! ' . Miss ...... , Listen here , IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE TWO GUYS THEN YOU'RE NOT CONSIDER A FAN . A fan support their idols in every way they do and in every shape they are . THAT'S WHAT WE CALLED AS FAN .
Don't you dare to mess up with me when it comes to my korean boys , fullstop =) The Antis , Please beware . I'll hunt you down . I just wanna get my revenge . Deal ? Good =)
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Tag
1. Who is your favorite member in Super Junior?
Lee Donghae
2. What is your favorite song in Super Junior list?
Why I Like You , It's You , Sorry Sorry , Dancing Out , Miracle , Marry U
3. How much you love them (in degrees)?
Duhhh =.=// NUMBERS CAN'T DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM !
4. Since when you love them?
since i watched dancing out music video , THEY ARE SO HOTT !
5. What is the most special in Super Junior?
Their brotherly love and their natural skinship ^_^
6. What would you do if someone call you and said “Annyeong, this is Lee Donghae”?
I'LL BE JUMPING NONSTOP !
7. The best thing of Lee Teuk?
Caring , Cute , Capable , Dorky , Sweet and Emo Leader . LOL
8. The best thing of Heechul?
His beauty and gags
9. Did you give nicknames for them?
YES ABSOLUTELY DEAR !
Eeteuk - jungsoo , teukie , teuk , leader
Heechul - chullie , chul , cinderella
Hankyung - hannie , honey , geng , beijing fried rice
Yesung - sungie , big head xD
Kangin - Kangbear , Bigbear , raccoon , kingka
Shindong - dong dong , super dong
Sungminnie - sungminnie , minnie , danhobak
Eunhyuk - Hyukkie , Monkey , Tarzan , Hyukjae
Donghae - Hae , Fishy , Baby , Lover , Pakwe , Boyfriend , Sweetheart
Siwon - wonnie , muscle man , gestures wonnie
Ryeowook - wookie , ryeobear
Kibum - bummie , snow white
Kyuhyun - Kyunnie , princekyu , cho kyu , magnae , little baby xD
10. What song would you hear by?
Way for Love
11. Who is the best couple?
EUNHAE EUNHAE EUNHAE ! Start with E and ends with E ! E and E lol
12. Who's got the best friendship?
All of them
13. What would you say if you can meet your favourite members?
LEE DONGHAE ! YOU JERK ! SARANGHAE ! ( I really want to say this so don't mind me xD )
14. What do you want of Super Junior?
Stay With ELF forever and please stay strong , WE WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOU !
I want to tag :
ALL ELF =)
nahh , you've to do this !
will reply the comments tomorrow , too tired to think more .
Labels: tiredman
Update , lalala
posted on Friday, September 18, 2009, 11:09 PM
Dear Fishy ,
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Nina's Fasting Month's Diary .
5.30 am - Wake up with one shout " kakak ! bangun sahur ! " , so yeah . I wake up fishy while you , sleep soundly beside me .LOL . Lepas tu , bersahur , solat jemaah dan online ! okay nina bukannye online . Just read the fanfiction . XD .
8.00 am - Feel so sleepy and sleep soundly beside my hubby . Sepatutnya orang pukul 8 bangun tidur , tpi nina terbalik , pukul 8 baru tidur . I was damn sleepy i tell youu .
11.00 am - Wake up , menggeliat , tengok jam , check cellphone , bath . Helps my mother with some chores work . Melayan kerena adik adik yang tidak puasa . Tadi , oh-so-beloved sister and brother yang tidak puasa , tanpa segan silunya makan KFC . Oh kena sabar . Rasa mcm nk bagi pelempang tpi diingatkan semula , BULAN PUASA BABY .
1.00 pm - Buat homework , ecehh memang sangat rajin T_______T . baru bukak first page dah mula nak menguap tpi menggagahkan juga semangat ini nak buat homework . akhirnya , dpt jugk siap 10 soalan sejarah . ROFL .
3.00 pm - lepas dah habis prayer semua , mata mula menunjukkan tanda mahu tido , so terpaksa lah manja kan mata ni ( sebab kalau tak , nanti dia merajuk ) untuk tido . letak bantal dkt kepala , kiri dan kanan sambil memeluk mr.moo dan mr.dolphin tersayang , dengan lafas bismillah , terus je tidur . yup , saya selalu tido dngn membace bismillah , mmg dah habit .
yeah baby ! mr moo and mr dolphin . say hello ! :D
5.00 pm - bangun tido , gosok mata , basuh muka . maybe you'll ask , when did i open my laptop ? HAHHAHAHAH ! I open my laptop only at night , ecehhh . memang la tak boleh hidup tanpa laptop tpi rules tetap rules kan ? rules ape ? yes , rumah saya ade rules nye . siapa langgar rules , basuh pinggan selama seminggu . =.=// . So disebabkan , saya ni seorng yang tersangat lah malasnye , tau makan je , so terpaksa lah jadi anak solehah sikit . =) Antara rules rumah saya ialah = Not Allowed to be too fanatic in supporting artist , can be a fanatic one too but not until want to waste our money to go to their concert which my mother know , the ticket will be damn really expensive =( . And yeah , help my mother to serve some foods for berbuka .
6.00 pm - Duduk bersantai bersama laptop adik T__________T . disebabkan mama kata ' kalau tkde kerja , boleh la on laptop ' , so saya pun bukak lah adik punya laptop . malas la pulak nk bukak laptop sendiri xD . The first place that i go when i'm online = YOUTUBE BABY ! Goshh , did i tell you that youtube is my baby ? i mean dearest baby ? xD * donghae pouts * * smack him lovingly * xD . Aigoo , don't be so jealous la fishy , you're my dearest dearest dearest baby , satisfied ? * donghae nods * good boy :D . so where we are ? oh yeah , apa ade dekat youtube ? macam macam wehh .
7.15 pm - Oh yeah time for berbuka ! ( walaupun kadang kadang tak puasa , tumpang menyibuk jugak , muka tak tau malu xD ) Adik adik yang tidak puasa turut menyibuk , rse nk bg pelempang lagi , adoii . My mom did cook alot . Ayah baca doa , terus makan . eat and eat and eat .
8.00pm - solat jemaah , get ready nak pergi masjid . Sampai je masjid dah terase menagntuk . tapi gagahkan jugak mata ni supaya tak tertido dalam solat xD
9.00 pm - Dekat masjid , wonder bila nak balik . Cerita qaliesya dah start . \
9.30 pm - balik ! alhamdulillah . boleh pun siapkan terawih . mana tau ni terawih terakhir kita , who knows . so nina selalu ckp ' tkpe , buat je apa yang patut selagi hidup ni ' . rasa mcm nk menangis je xDD.
10.00 pm - dengan ketidak sabarannye , terus bukak laptop xD . check email , tengok blog , reply cmments . mata hanya boleh bertahan sampai pukul 1 je . sebab mata sangat penat tengok colour yang berwarne warni dekat skrin laptop ni :D kesian mata .
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So yeah , how's my diary ? HAHAHHAHAHA ! uh okay that's all , i've to sleep . tomorrow i'll be waking up really early in the morning like 7 something to help my mom . i hope she'll let me sleep at 12 'clock . Tadi my uncle came , he said about the pmr stuffs since he's a tuition teacher , he ask me about geography which is very damn easy question . I can answer all the question that he gave , don't think i'm stupid , hehhh =.=// . but uhh , i'm lacking in history . He ask me ' Who is Sultan Muhammad Jiwa ' , i was so blank , i don't know anything . mann , who'll memorized the stupid little thing ? aigoo . i answered him ' Maybe one of Datuk K's grandfather ? " ROFL . He scold me and ask me to study more and more , don't expect PMR was easy . I replied him a lazy 'okay' . He tell me that geography for PMR this year maybe will come out about the migrasi and iklim i think , the kawasan siberia thingy . He asked me again ' Did siberia have this pokok pine ' , LOL . again , i'm not stupid , remember ? xD . I answered ' OF COURSE THEY'VE PINE TREE BECAUSE THEY'VE TWO IKLIMS ! ONE IS WINTER AND ONE IS SUMMER ! what the pabo ' =.=// . My sister was browsing into someone blog and he ask her , did I have a blog ? that stupid little sister reply yes and show him my blog . My uncle said that i'm going to score english well because i wrote all in english at my blog and he said that i should work out with my mother tounge language . my mother agree with him . I told him that i've once get B in BM and he scold me . LOL . After that , before he go back , he give me RM 10 for duit raya . An early duit raya eh ? xD But still , i think raya this year will be no fun T____________________________T .
Labels: raya
Please Be Alright
posted on Thursday, September 17, 2009, 11:02 AM
Kim Young Woon oppa , I BELIEVE YOU . There's no such things that you want to pick a fight with them . I know you're such a good hyung and oppa and i know you'll never do that unless someone mess up with you . The result is today , 17 sept 2009 and i'm worried to death . I turn on my laptop every hours to check it . PLEASE BE ALRIGHT . Your hyungs , dongsaengs and ELF are behind you to protect and defend you . THERE'LL BE NO SUCH THINGS YOU'LL LEAVE THE GROUP ! ouch don't ever dare to say that . 13-1=0 ! Please don't . Please . I want you to know that everyone loves you so much to let you go . I want to meet you at least once . Please be alright , I'm going to school now , I'm worried to death . Please be alright , Please . I beg you . *cries*
ps : I'll reply the comments later . I need to calm down myself first .
Taggies
posted on Wednesday, September 16, 2009, 7:15 AM
First Tag
Choose 10 friends to question yourself.
1. Abby
2. Esha
3. Eunhoon
4. Eya
5. Hanna
6. Izzie
7. Nia Syuraina
8. Nabihah
9. Nazyrah
10. Unnie Liesa
What is 2's surname?
Aishh , She don't have surname lah
Where does 10 stay?
Johor Bharu =)
Where does 9 study?
Er Shah Alam ? I don't know what school xD
What is 1 hobby?
Spazzing about Donghae ! I KNEW IT lol !
How many siblings does 3 have?
I don't know , sorry =(
Is 8 a good person?
Yessss !!
What is 4 doing now?
She's at school . Studying .
Is 5 having a relationship?
Yes ! She have a husband named Kimkibum, a king named Choiminho, a prince named Chokyuhyun. and the rest of Super Junior, Oneday, Hongki and Shinee are her scandals. ROFL XD.
Is 7 funny?
She's ADORKABLE .
Do you like 6?
Obviously YES , I do love her !
ps: I really wanna tag more and more people , but it's only for 10 people . stupid tag =P
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Second Tag
"FIVE GUYS I'LL MARRIED RIGHT AWAY IF THEY PROPOSE."
1)
Aigoo , He's my everything . How can i'm not marrying to him if he propose ? pabo. LOL
2)
Enough said , He's my ideal guy . If you want to know about how i dream my ideal guy looks like , It's him . Choi Minho .
3)
Who don't want to marry him ANYWAY ? The innocent yunnie , jaejoong-ah , i'm sorry , i've to take him ! xD
4)
He's the beast that can protect me well =P I love my BEAST.
5)
Aigoo , I can't resist his cuteness , stupid jonghun -.-// i hate him at mnet scandal and he FRIGGIN KISS THE GIRL ! wtf jonghun ! i also hate the fact that i can't hate you , grrr =.=//
*wipesweats* i've a hard time doing this , aigooo. Just in case if you're wondering , you always see me spazzing about my favourite members , but why i don't want to marry my favourite member ? because ... simple , I always see them as an oppa to me . A brother and a friend . You can say that i'm weird because i know I AM REALLY WEIRD XD. I can't take hyukjae because he is nana's xD.
The people that i want to tag :
Abby Donghae's ♥
Afrina Jaejoong's ♥
Anisa Tofu's ♥
Esha 2PM Junsu's ♥
Eunhoon Teukie's ♥
Senior Eya ♥
Hanna Kibummie's ♥
Izzie Kibummie's ♥
Lyna Donghae's ♥
Nia HYUKJAE'S ♥
Nabila Teukie's ♥
Nazyrah Jonghun's ♥
Nicole Teukie's ♥
Unnie Liessa Kyuhyun's ♥
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Fishy ,
I don't wanna go to school today . Really . I want to be with you , ahhh *cries* .
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Tired
posted on Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 9:26 AM
HELLOHS !
Monkey and Fishy = Together Forever , agree ? xD
I want to update so badly . But i'm not done with my homeworks + ictl's work + yunjae fanfiction . I didn't go to school yesterday so I'm guessing how's the school without me . LOL . Raya will be like 5 more days to go . I feel like , this year my raya will be like blekk . I didn't get to see my cousins , my mother said that she will think first how much she'll give duit raya to me this year . I hope she give more T_____T. With that duit raya , I'm going to use it carefully xD . Carefully ke ? kalau duit dh ade dalam tangan nina , mmg akan habis xD . I've many many many things to tell here plus i didn't blog to my fishy for a long time . OH YES , SUPER GIRL MV ! ohmygod damn it ! Hankyungie freak the cow out of me with his nerdy yet handsome style . HE'S SO CUTEEEEE ! hell yes , i hate jessica . GHOSTSICA I HATE YOU ! Why the hell SM choose her to be featured in the music video ? SM BULLSHIT. You should pick Yoona ! or maybe Tiffany ? ERGHH . When the ghostsica smile , i was like ' don't smile , you're scaring me with those so-not-beautiful smile ' . No offence Soshi . I've always wanted to be a Soshi , but what's the point i'm being one of you if i hate jessica and hyoyeon ? Baik tak payah jadi kan ? T______T . I can't accept jessica and hyoyeon , truly sorry =( . So uhh , It's time i go to school now . I don't want , I DON'T WANT ! *cries* Bye !
FISHY LEE DONGHAE ! Don't cheat me please ? :D
ps: the tags , later okay ? :D
pps: I'm going to school today , sadd =(
Labels: ghostsica, hyeoyeon, sj-m
Update
posted on Saturday, September 12, 2009, 6:16 AM
HELLOS ,
1) First = Park JayBum
It's been 3 days already since jay leave the kpop world . I think my heart and mind have start to think positively from now on . Hottest , we CAN'T make him come back . I BELIEVE he'll come back one fine day . Don't pressure him so much . Let him be . After all , it's his decision . Yesterday's night , i was busy watching idol show season 3 2PM . I still cracks up whenever jay do some jokes . Believe me hottest , jay too didn't want this to happen . Remember , EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR REASONS . I admit i did miss him . Who didn't miss him ? I miss the guy who always be the center of 2PM . But hottest , MOVE ON ! Jay will be so sad if he know that you're suffering because of him . Please accept the fact that he's no longer a 2PM's member . He may not be a 2PM's leader but for us hottest , he's the power of us FOREVER .
2) Second = Boycotting JYP
I don't know what to say anymore . Some of me said ' yes , JYP sucks , why didn't he stop jay ? " but some of me also said " it's jay decision , JYP didn't have the right to stop him " . I'm SO CONFUSED ! but anyway , i believe korean hottest . They do the best they can to get jay back . I really appreacite that . And i really hate the statement " 7 - 1 = 0 " , wooyoung didn't said like that , he only said " 7 = 1 " . Remember , 2PM DOES NOT only consist park jaybum . So please support 2PM after jay leave them . They're having a hard time . Support 2PM . So that when they win awards or topped the chart , they can say ' Hyung , we win this for you ' . Yes , support them FOREVER .
3) Third = Newspaper New Straits Time
LOL , yesterday . I went to the school library to search for afrina . Suddenly afrina was like " KHAIRINA ! COME HERE ! fasterr ! " . I thought its must be about korean related or maybe about jaybum so i was like " APA APA ?! JAYBUM KE ?! " . buahahhahah ! it's not . Its about SS501 who came to Malaysia . Memandangkan nina mmg tk beli surat khabar NST , so we , secretly took out the paper from its origin . fold it and keep it . LOL . Oh right , i forget , after i saw SS501's picture , i was spazzing like a MAD COW ! xD . Then subashini , the-so-called-miss-world *muntah* look at me with a dead stare . You know what i do ? i give her a blekk *tounges out* . Who cares anyway ? She can talk loudly why can't i ? HAHAHAHAAH ! Ughh pleasee , don't be too proud with your frigging hair , honestly , i think crazy's people hair looks more nicer than yours . -______-//
4) Fourth = SNSD Intimate Note
Okay , some of you will not believe me but it's the fact . I WATCHED SNSD'S INTIMATE NOTE YESTERDAY !*claps* and it was damn funny ! I tell youu . Unless when the part that jessica's gelak mengada ngada -_______-// but overall it's damn funny . I'm starting to like seohyun but damn , she's TOO senyap ! MyGod , Somebody should tell her to TALK more . and as usuall my sunny unnie there , TOO cute for words ! eventhough i hate his brother-in-law . stupid soo man .-___________-// . Sooyoung unnie was damn funny with her manager oppa scandal . I would like to see their manager oppa though. I didn't know that yoona is the maknae because damn , she's TALL . I love Yoona and Yuri there . My first time seeing Yuri talks and yes , she's damn PRETTY . Thanks God , tiffany wasn't there -___________-// Hyeoyeon ? Nana , sila terngkan . LOL . She's ughh . no comments . Oh and Taeyeon , She hold the dorks role in SNSD . LOL . Dorky leader . Overall , Intimate note was the best show if you want to cheer up yourself , like me =P .
5) Fifth = SUPER JUNIOR M COMEBACK !
Mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn , I'm telling you this . My Boyfriends looks so YUMMY UNTIL I THINK THAT IF I STARE AT THEIR PICTURE FOR A LONG TIME , I MIGHT EAT THEM ALIVE . lol . See this ,
Gee , I thought at first it was Siwon but then i start to ask myself " where's his muscles ? " LOL . Then i came to realise that he IS KYUHYUN ! Magnae transforms to a real hottie like this , tergugat iman weh !
LOOKIE LOOKIE ! my husband ! oh man , THIS IS SO FRIGGIN HOT ! *nosebleed* Fishy-ah , I Love You boyfriend ! ! SARANGHAEYO LEE DONGHAE !
Meet HENRY LAU ! *throwsconfetti* He's hot as it looks . No more mochi eh ? I really miss the mochi's cheek . DAMN CUTEE !
HOW CAN HE BE SO HOT LIKE HIS ?! hannie-ah , you make me cheat my fishy , you know ?! GOSHHHHHHH , i love this honey ! xD
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I miss the time when i was spazz-ed with my elf unnie at sj-world . SJ-World , be back soon because I MISS YOU !
Labels: rush again
Spot ^^
posted on Thursday, September 10, 2009, 9:41 AM
SPOT ! gee , i reallly have to do this . because i love the number NINE . 9 = Donghae :]
I'll come back later night to edit it . MY GRAMMAR SUCKS ALOT THESE DAY ! what the shit . Park JayBum , We'll Wait For You Eventhough it takes forever .
Lee Donghae , my baby . I Love You ! I LOVE YOU !
ps: Comments will be reply later . Please blame the teachers -__________-//
pps: I know someone is stalking my blog and insult my blog again . Leave your insulting at my cbox please ? so that i know why are you insulting me and PLEASE USE YOUR REAL NAME =)
Lee Donghae , my baby . I Love You ! I LOVE YOU !
ps: Comments will be reply later . Please blame the teachers -__________-//
pps: I know someone is stalking my blog and insult my blog again . Leave your insulting at my cbox please ? so that i know why are you insulting me and PLEASE USE YOUR REAL NAME =)
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Leader Jay Park in memory =(
posted on Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 12:18 AM
Leader Jay Park in memories =(
He's leaving me and Hottest . How sad is that ? When i was at school today , i can sense something will happen , i'm not sure what . So yeah , after i went back home . Imagine me in the school shirt , not caring to pull out my socks or get bath first , turn on my laptop and went browsing at allkpop . It's stated that " 2PM Jaebum calls it quit ! " . I don't believe allkpop , because the website is juts for a gossip website .
SO i was like , " be strong nina , don't trust them ! Jaebum is still in 2PM ! " .
nahh , I'm TOTALLY wrong ! When i visit 2OD's twitter , i saw " Jaebum is leaving " Nahhh .
That's when i'm banging my head on the wall . I really did ! trust me !
Jaebum is so much innocent people , about the myspace issue .
NETIZENS HEAR THIS ! it was wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 4 or 5 years back ! pfft =.= People are not perfect and in fact NO ONE IS PERFECT ! He said sorry for god know how many times .Forgive him please ? This is so heartbreaking . Too much happens in one year . FT Island's Wonbin quit and now 2PM's leader . Why should they leave ? I freaking miss them now . All the videos i watch makes me cry even more !
This is HURTING ME SO MUCH ! I can't even do my homeworks ! I'm all teary right now . Jay , please come back , I MISS YOU ALREADY ! very very very much ! What is 2PM without leader park jaebeom ? WHAT IS HOTTEST WITHOUT PARK JAEBEOM ? what is korean music with a guy named PARK JAEBEOM ?! You're the power OF HOTTEST ! You're our OXYGEN ! What will happen if without oyxgen ?! WE CAN DIE . I'm dying ! All i remember now is MY PRECIOUS TIME WACHING YOUR VIDEOS and laughing at your WITTYNESS .
HOW CAN NETIZENS DO THIS ?! I don't know how to breath anymore , someone teach me please ? I feel like world have turn upside down. WHAT IS THE WORLD WITHOUT PARK JAEBEOM ?! HOW CAN YOU LEAVE US LIKE THIS ?! IN FACT JAY , WE WIN JAY ! WE WIN ! Please come back jay , I PROMISE I WON'T ASK FOR MORE ! I want LEADER BACK ! Please be alright , I don't care waiting for you for so many years but pleasee COME BACK TO US . I beg you this one last time . PLEASE COME BACK TO US .
NETIZENS ! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW ?! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW ?! wtf . KOREAN ANTIS FUCK OFF ! you should thanked GOD that you live in korea ! you know hangul ! and get keep in touch with them . STUPID USELESS ANTIS ! FUCK OFF . IF I'VE THE CHANCE TO KILL THEM , I WILL ! I SERIOUSLY WILL ! Wait stupid humans till i get my revenge . HOTTESTs ARE HUNTING YOU DOWN SO BEWARE ! they might kill you , KILL THEM KOREAN HOTTESTs . KILL THEM ! the world won't need PEOPLE LIKE YOU ! KILL THEM !
Too much incident happens in one day . Leader Hyun Joong , PLEASE BE ALRIGHT ! I feel like killing ALL THE STUPID PIGS OUT THERE ! MANY PEOPLE SUFFER BECAUSE OF YOU ! whatthefuck pigs !
LEADER PARK JAEBUM ! COME BACK ALREADYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
I MISS YOU ALREADY ! imagine the days upcoming without you ?!
TOTALLY UPSIDE DOWN
There'll always be some people who hates you but jay , believe me . HOTTEST love you too much ! please come back =(
2PM = No Less , No More , NO REPLACEMENT !
Labels: Park Jaebum, Saranghae
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posted on Monday, September 7, 2009, 11:21 AM
I'm SUPER PISSED OFF ! I don't know why people hate me even more when i say that i'm not so into malay music . I'm TRYING to be honest here but you have just makes my heart break like 1000 PIECES ! Donghae , you know how much i've suffer liking you ? It was like our love is forbidden ! Okay i admit , I'm MALAY and i should support MALAY MUSIC . but hello , jangan la ckp sampai mcm tu sekali do . Aku ade perasaan jugak kan ? I'm a human too right ? Please understand me . I'm not asking you to understand my life , i know i've a complicated life . Just understand what's my interest and THAT'S ENOUGH. Everyone didn't understand me , No one understand me actually . No one know really well about me . NO ONE . If you asking me that you who makes me pissed off then I'll take it as yes , If you asking me that did i mad at you then I'll take it as yes , If you ask me that you're forgiven or not then it is a YES. I'm not a friend who hold grudge towards my friends for so long . but please , I beg you for one last time . You don't have to understand my life , just understand my interest and I'll really thank God for that . You'll never know what my life is .
nanti kalau nak kawen, cari laki korea, kawen kat korea, duduk kat korea, buat benda semua kat korea. semua yg datang majlis kawen tu, pastikan orang korea.jgn ada sorang pun melayu sebab melayu ni kan, LOW CLASS.. tak macam org korea. bila da kawen, duduk je kat korea. jadi rakyat korea. jangan balik malaysia TAU !
I guess , you don't know me very well . You should explore more about me . Okay i admit , after i said i wanna off , i curled into a ball and cry at the edge of my bed . Know why ? because i feel like , your comment is TOO harsh for me . I can't take comments like this , SERIOUSLY . please please please please STOP . Aku tak akan nak kacau hidup kau pun even aku minat dorang , and ade ke aku pernah kacau hidup kau ? tak de kan ? so jangan la buat mcm ni kat aku . aku terase sngt dissapointed , kenape lah aku boleh hidup ? =( I'm not that strong , I've a lot of problem yet you're tambah-ing lagi my problems . Life's even more complicated when i put alot of interest to the boys , why is it always like that ? someone care to explain to me why is it like that ? *runsawayandcryagain* understand me , that's all . I'm not asking for more than that .
DONGHAE ! I really Love You , Don't ever doubt my love towards you =)
ps: Kalau sape sape terase then I'm so sorry , please forgive me =(
pps: My granfather's cousin meninggal yesterday , Al Fatihah .
Labels: dissapointed
posted on Sunday, September 6, 2009, 12:32 AM
Dear Fishy ,
I wonder how did jae manage to get rid of his CUTENESS?! gahh =.=
Finallyyyyyyyy , I'm so tired fishy . HOMEWORKS ! goshh . you really should tell the teacher TO STOP GIVING ME FREAKING HOMEWORKS ! and my dear fishy , i think i've fallen in love with AMBER ! i even call her as OPPA . wth fishy ? SHE'S DAMN REALLY HANDSOME AND MACHO AND CUTEEE ! omg , i definitely not turning into a lesbo but thenn , aishh . I watch f(x)'s lachata live , when it comes to amber part , i was clapping and screaming and spazzing like hell ! OHMYGOD ! SHE'S JUST TOO HANDSOME ! i can't resist her SERIOUSLY . That's for today i think , i'm so sleepy fishy , aigoo . plus i've to update my fanfiction . Oh yes , this is the link for my fanfiction = http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/loveyyunjae/ .
It's a yaoi fic means boy love boy . ITS YUNJAE BABY ! and the title is Our Never Ending Love , some support you yunjae fans for me ? HEHE , got to go . Sleepy already *yawns*
ps: reply comments tomorrow can ? hehe
Labels: fanfic
Wait for awhile
posted on Thursday, September 3, 2009, 11:10 PM
Erghhh fishy you see , I CAN'T REALLY UPDATE MY BLOG AT THE MOMENT ,
really really busy as heck , teacher are giving me ALOT OF HOMEWORK , and i'm so exhausted from doing them . Teachers are killing me , SERIOUSLY
SS501 fanmeeting , IT IS REALLY REALLY HEARTBREAKING , i can't go
BUT YEAH ! i hate malaysian people , SOME OF THEM WENT THERE JUST BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO SEE LEADER HYUN JOONG !ey come on la ! the 4 hot guys there are waiting for you BUT WHY THE HECK YOU ALL LINE UP AT THE LEADER HYUN JOONG PLACE ? I'm really really really dissapointed , and i'm sure the 4 of them dissapointed about this too . I know that our beautiful leader is so famous but excuse me ? YOU GO TO THE FANMEETING JUST TO SEE LEADER HYUN JOONG IS SO MUCH WASTE OKAY ?!HELLLOOO ? can't you all think about the other members feelings ? gahhhh =.= that is why i hate when SS501 held their fanmeeting , leader always get all the attention and leaving the 4 members behind , I'M NOT SAYING ITS LEADER FAULT ! it supposed to be their fans fault . And yeah , some of them too even didn't know what are the rest 4 members name , like wth ?aigoo , if it was me , i'll go line up in kyujong's place since he is my most favourite , and the most people who came is not triple ses ( 100% sure with that ) , they are the bof fans and come to the fanmeeting just to see hyunjoong , gahhhh =.= truly dissapointed , i really wish i can shout at there ' PLEASE GO BACK HOME IF YOU'RE ONLY THE FANS OF KIM HYUN JOONG ' , warner music held the fanmeeting , for you triple s to see SS501 , not for the bof fans to see hyunjoong , pathetic =( I wish if they held their fanmeeting again here , please and please malaysian , show to them that you're SS501's fans ! not only yoon ji hoo's fans ! you're not supporting the rest members and its really breaks my heart , poor the guys =( I'm here , at the school , prays hard that i can really go , but unfortunately i CANNOT . and i think the people are doing good at there , but then , when i know from my web friends that they're there only for leader hyun joong , i really wanna cry .people , appreacite them , aprreacite the rest 4 members , not only hyunjoong !and yeah , please remember this , KIM HYUN JOONG is the leader of SS501 , if you're the fans of him and you should learn to know SS501's members , get it ?! gahhh =.= I heard jungmin has the least fans there , you can see now how malaysian people is so dumb T_______T
LEE DONGHAE ! whatever it is , i love you !!!
ps: I promise i'll reply the comments tomorow , good girl can't break promises right ?! ROFL
Labels: ss501 fanmeeting
You'll be in my heart
posted on Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 12:22 AM
I want you ~~ UNDER MY SKIN ! haha !
Fishyyyyyyyy , I'm craving for you lately , ROFL . aishh fishy , I miss Mr Lee's sons , Mr Kim's sons , Mr Park's sons , Mr Shin's son , Mr Choi's son , Mr Cho's son and Mr Tan's son. Lee Donghae , Lee Hyukjae , Lee Sungmin , Kim Ryeowook , Kim Jongwoon , Kim Kibum , Kim Heechul , Park Jungsoo , Park Youngwoon , Shin Donghee , Choi Siwon , Cho Kyuhyun and Tan Han Geng , DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE MISS YOUALL ?! very very much okay , gahhh =.= . I cried today , I… actually I browse at youtube and search for the name ' lee donghae ' . I stumbled with so many videos and one of those videos really makes me cry . I always hate to see him cry but ehh , this video really motivates me . We all know how he loves his father a lot right ? actually , my father .. he's in china , I really never thought that donghae taught me to love my father more than I always do . My father and I , our relationship is not that close , he always went outstation and the most place he went is korea and china . Sometimes in a month , I can barely get to see his face or greets him . and tomorrow , after awhile at home , he will fly to Nanjing again . He’s my ultimate superhero , the most hardworking man I've ever seen . Of course donghae is my superhero but no one can beat my father even donghae . sorry donghae =( . I don't want to talk about his appearance because yeah , he have this a very long hair , even longer than mine . But you should not judge him by the way he looks , am I right donghae ? What I can say now is , he really love his family , he really love us . Got one time , my mother tell me a story about him , someone offer him to stay at japan for freaking five years , but he rejects it . know why ? because he said to the someone , ' I've a wife and 4 kids . I don't want to leave them for five years . you should give this job to another people ' . I really feel so down right now , making another emo entry post . You should believe that my eyes are reddening right now . Aigoo , donghae . I need you .
Schools re-open tomorrow , I really don't feel the feelings to go to school . School is so not my thing . Friends , in this holy month , stop saying something bad about my idols will you ? especially that AA girl ( you know who you are ) . I might as well screams at you if you insult them . Well , if you don't want me to do that so stop crapping about my idols . I know them better than you so stop making the stupid rumors . Please stop saying ' macam la donghae tau kau tengah mengadu dekat dia , aku tak percaya kalau kau cakap donghae tahu kewujudan kau ' . please AA ? pretty pretty pretty please ? I don't want to yell at you because I think that you're my friend . No one can ever comfort me if I cry this time. I'll hold a grudge on you and you'll know soon , who are them to me . You didn't even know precious are them to me . You need to get a life . SERIOUSLY
I have always wonder why the hell FT Island didn't win for once ? I mean their music are REALLY REALLY GOOD ! I can't see any reasons why they can’t win , at least an award ? I’m so disappointed as heck . GRRRR =.= And about the MNet 20's award something like that , WHY THE HECK SUJU DIDN'T WIN FOR ANY OF THE AWARDS ?! seriously whatthefuck . OMG they're the most popular boy group in asia along with dbsk but then , they didn’t even win atleast an award at the ceremony . AIGOO , I don't understand korean people . Can someone explain why my two favourite boy band didn't even win for an award at the ceremony ? I’m really really disappointed -_-
Lee Donghae , My Boyfriend , I LOVE YOU ! i love you i love you and I LOVE YOU !
ps: i'll reply the comments tomorrow , I WILL =)
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