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Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D
Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music .
since July 11th 2008
Last , I swear
posted on Sunday, July 25, 2010, 4:04 PM
' Thanks for being with me through my good and bad times . You're indeed my happy pill . Thanks for making me smile everyday . Really Thank You '
It's because I'm awesome and I can't post it on Tuesday , I will write it now .
It's finally our second annivesary . Boys , It's two years already and still counting . I want to grow old with you , Can I ?
It's a lie when I said , loving , support and believe them for two years is easy . I've gone through so many obstacles only for them .
I still remember when I first love them , when I first get to know them , I hate them . because the fact is , I'm a fan of Aliff Aziz . but when I get to know them , I get to know the REAL them , I begin to leave AA . not because of i don't like him anymore . I really do like him but yeah , It's a secret . :) So yeah , the first guy i know is Kangin . just because he looks so chubby and because of his ' korean number one raccoon ' , I laughed . That was my first laugh watching Full House . That laugh brought to another laugh and I continue laughing . Whenever I remember any of the lines , I will laugh silently . and I laugh at how stupid can I be to remember all that . I can't even remember a topic in my history book . but I can remember the whole episode of SJ full house . Too weird . When I've Suju fever , what matter the most at that time is SJ and only SJ and no one else . I don't even care I failed in a subject ( mom doesn't know this until now ) . Who cares ? what i know is , I want to be like others .
Just when I'm a fan of them , I heard Kyuhyun got into an accident . I doesn't really care at that time because I don't know them . But now , I regret that I cannot pray for kyuhyun . pray for Kyuhyun's healthy . I want to do it , once again . Athirah showed me her album collection , i am DEAD jealous . I worked hard , lose on weight , not wanting to buy anything , JUST FOR SUJU'S ALBUM . and i make it . 3 months i wait for the album to get in my hand . That was the first time me buying things online . I am really proud of myself .
Time passes by , results go downs and up . here comes SS2 . I was , well , nearly died . I collected , means that I didn't eat for 3 months just for SS2 . I am stupid . I really do think mom will let me go but nah , in your dreams . Mom against me for being too fanatic . She doesn't even know they're the one who puts me to smile back . I owe them too much . I don't want to talk much about SS2 because it's the most painful day in my whole life .
I gained so much strength after that . but not as much as you thought . I am still .. regret . I regret it so much . It's not that I regret that I don't want to go . I regret on how my mum doesn't even understand what's the meaning of love . Sigh . that's too sad . You people should thanked god to have such an awesome family .
Lets move on . I've been bashed so much by the malaysian who doesn't support my liking towards korean . Like heck . but look , I am still strong . thank you to the one who said me looked like a completely stupid person liking them . Thanks ;) Thanks also to someone who said I will fail in my exams , because of too much liking them . Thanks ! I am really grateful to hear that . That makes me even stronger . HAHA .
To be honest , I've never once cheated on SJ . I have always be an ELF and forever will I be . There's too many dramas happens and I am still me and not going anywhere . I love them 13+2 just fair and square . and obviously , I am into Donghae more than that . Why I love them ? Do loving them need a reason now ? I just love them for the way they are . It's pure love . Feel it . Even when Geng leave SJ , when shindong is married to Nari , when Kibum finally said that he's going solo and when the possibility seeing them in another 8 years can't be trusted , I want to still be the ELF , that SJ always knew . The ELF that always be with them in and out , bad and goods . come on , we can all be like this . Always Keep The Faith .
By that means , Lets keep the never ending love and support them forever . I am going on hiatus again and sure , I will miss everyone . Every single of you who still read this silly blog of mine . I will be back on Donghae's birthday or even earlier than that . Wait for me , okay ? I love you all :D
ps: My beloved twinnie nia syuraina , I'm so glad that you're born to this world and makes me feel protected . I love you and happy birthday dearie ! I'm sorry there's no special post for you and no present . sorry :(
posted on Friday, July 23, 2010, 4:01 PM
Sometimes , when we worked so hard on something , the result may not be beautiful . Believe it
but in my case , whatever happens in this world , I still wants to believe in these guys . and only these guys .
Hi , Bye
posted on Saturday, July 17, 2010, 10:26 AM
Hae , did you know that I'm hurting ? It's so hurt as hell . I can't take it anymore . I haven't even swallow the fact that I'm not there for your SS2 , but here comes SS3 . why hae , Why this happens to me ? after stupid exam results , grandma passed away and SS2 , this just heck . I'm sad .
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