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Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D
Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music .
since July 11th 2008
Day 2 .
posted on Sunday, October 17, 2010, 1:36 PM
Day 2 : Write a letter to the person that you like .
Dear person ,
It's so obvious right ? I just have my eyes on him , now and forever . Hey what's up ? I still remember the first time you caught me off guard when I was watching Dancing Out . How much a dork can you be ? I don't know you at that time , all I know is , the guy who wore blue-stripes shirt . I tried so hard to not fall for you , but you were always here in my mind . You have won over my heart . fyou lee donghae , i don't freaking like it . when my friend asked me , was you the one that i like , I refuse to say yes . We just met , and that's impossible for me to fall for someone so easily . I am not cheap . She gave me tons of your group videos . and I have watched tons of it . Starting from Full house , then Mystery 6 , it leads me to Adonis Camp , here comes EHB . I did not expected to see you in every show I watched . You're like the ghost who follow me around when I watched certain video because it only consist of you ! Why are you like this ? Why you have to torture me ? I have already a fandom that I need to be loyal to . Slowly , time goes by , you have grew in me . Your laugh and voice were my melody everyday . Your smiles were my sweet to be happy . Why are you like this ? Why you have to make me be like this ? Seriously hae , I hate you . I can't find the reason why I'm attracted to you . Until now , the question is still unanswered . From Don't Don to Sorry Sorry to Bonamana . There's times I gave up on my fandom life . but you , and your group members , were too special for me to leave you all . You made me change 360 degrees . I'm used to write in malay , but now , everything that i typed is english . Nina and Khairina is absolutely not the same person . You changed me from Khairina into Nina , that's awesome Hae . There's no one can change me be like what am I now . If it's not because of you , I would have be the nerdy Khairina who only use her laptop to play games . Lee Donghae , I dropped almost all of my results . but you never care . I turned myself into a lazy ass , you never care . I slept in the class and getting scolded by the teacher , you effing never care . I slept late at night and woke up with those heavy eyebags , YOU NEVER EVEN CARE . That shows how cruel can you be . But did you know ? Just by your smiles , Just by your voices , Just by your quotes , you can make me be the most happiest girl on earth and forget all the problems i have . Why are you like this ? Why it's you who has the charm to make me happy all the way ? WHY IT WAS YOU ? WHY ? WHY LEE DONGHAE ? WHY HIM ? sigh . I believe that's the fate between us . You and me , like this , forever . I believe it's the fate that make us be together . The person I like above , who named Lee Donghae , who made my heart stop beating when he smile , who just can make me happy with a single smile , I've liked you and loved you for 2 years . and I'm still counting . I hope we can be together , forever . It's okay for you to not know me , because you eventually will know me later . Till then , Bye =)
- Nina .
I didn't know I actually have two fangirls of my blog ? LMAO /HUGSTHEM . by the way , I already have a tumblr . COOL XD http://haeboo.tumblr.com
SEE YOU THERE 8D
Labels: lee donghae
posted on Tuesday, October 12, 2010, 12:16 AM
Like finally . Merdeka 8D but sometimes , it doesn't feel like one . I've been worried about my science since the first second I passed it up . MIND TORTURE . So yeah , since everyone is boring to uhm , read about the suju updates and my shit ramblings , I should have do something that can entertain you guys . LOOK HOW GOOD CAN NINA BE ? BOO . So yeah , Lets get started .
Here comes my Day 1 :
A letter to the last person I kissed .
Dear Lee Donghae ,
You are the last person I kissed . We kissed everyday . It's just that you're in another world , that doesn't even know if I'm exist or not . But nevermind , you're going to know and recognize me somehow later . /kissedalldonghaepictures . i love you , my cute idiot .
Labels: day 1
posted on Monday, October 4, 2010, 10:20 AM
' I only see you , I kept thinking about you . That never fails to make me smile . '
I AM SO SCARED . I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BREATH ANYMORE . DAMN . THE PAPER IS TOMORROW . DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN .
I'm sorry SJ :( I'm sorry to disappoint you . I know right . I was all confused as to why Hae didn't smile at the airport . He usually gave his best smile for the fans . I finally realized my mistake . I shouldn't do it . I shouldn't let the secret spill . I shouldn't let all the world know by spreading the news about you're going on a vacation . It supposed to be an effing secret right ? but the ever stupid me , doesn't even realized that i am actually destroying your rest , your vacation . It's not a real vacation . I can feel it . I can know , lee donghae , you're such a fail to hide how you feel . You're disappointed because it supposed to be a secret . I'm sorry :( I really am . I'm the one who told you to have some rest , I'M THE ONE WHO BEGS YOU TO HAVE SOME REST . but what i just did ? I JUST SPILLED YOUR SECRETS , I JUST LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT IT , I JUST DESTROYED YOUR VACATION . I want to see the smile , but I think I deserve an unsmiled picture of you . I promise I won't do things like this again . It hurts me when I asked myself , who was the person with a hoodie , the unsmiled boy in wookie's pictures . I thought it was another manager of SJ but it turns out to be you . I don't recognize the unsmiled picture of you bb . PLEASE SMILE :) after all , you still get your space because the italian fans had promised that they won't be a stan during your vacation . SMILE . I promised it won't happen , again :)
Random : HAE'S COLLARBONE IS OSM . I WANT IT .
RESTING , my foot
posted on Sunday, October 3, 2010, 6:34 PM
they're the meaning of my rest .
before I ever typed this entry , I was very happy . to the point that i seriously claim for the first time that i love my life . mum was so great today . she didn't even nag . but when she didn't even nag , then someone began to replace mum's job . i can stand it if a woman nags , because it's not a serious matter . but what i should do if a man nags too ? and the words he used . ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ~ too powerful to even describe . hah . i was told to be just relax , release my tension and just smile . okay then i thought it's going to be okay if i watched some videos that can make me laugh. in fact , I did asked my mum if I can watch it or not and she answered ' please do . stop reading the books ' . fine . I was hesitated at first , I can't online now . I have exams . but mum saw me reading the revision book instead of doing some exercise . she screamed into my face , tell me to stop forcing any other things to stuff in my head . fine . I opened my laptop , and watch some videos on youtube . I can't use my laptop because my sister was using it . so i used his laptop . i thought he was so gonna be all cool and chill . he never nags at me though when i used his laptop -.- I was so into that ze:a variety show then he started to nag about how can I watching some videos now , I have exams the day after tomorrow . I was all confused . I don't want to open the website . I am force to . It's not my fault . so why blame me ? why nags at me ? I'm so effing disappointed . T_T you told me to rest , i don't want to sleep . I am not you . I CAN'T BE YOU . Did you even know that when at nights , I CAN'T SLEEP ? you asked me to sleep , how can even I ? I have my own way to rest . I am at rest when I see them . I am at rest when I chat with my friends . THAT IS MY MEANING OF REST . seriously dad , I'm sorry , I may be your daughter , you may be the one who know me better than anyone else did , but i can't be you nor do I can follow your steps of learning . you're a genius , an effing genius , no one can doubt that . you're a man , you can handle your stress yourself . you have a wife , she can make you at rest . but i have no one . that is why i watched the videos , because i have them . they know how to make me laugh , and cool down . i'm sorry . I am seriously can't be you , because I am Nur Khairina . I've grown up , i am not a baby who need someone to teach me the meaning of rest . I knew it better . Sorry .
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