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Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D
Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music .
since July 11th 2008
posted on Sunday, January 24, 2010, 7:50 PM
Knowing everyone is so excited about super show ,
Knowing everyone is talking about super show ,
Knowing everyone knows about super show ,
Knowing everyone is going to super show ,
Knowing everyone is so happy about super show ,
Knowing non elf and antis are going to super show .
ITS KILLING ME INSIDE .
2 years of fangirl-ing feels like nothing now .
Feel so empty .
What am i going to do now ?
The best solution is ,
to cry my eyes out .
Thats hurting .
I don't want to hurt myself ,
with me ?
Thanks . You're the best .
posted on Saturday, January 23, 2010, 3:36 PM
stop pouting lah =.=''
SCHOOL IS E.P.I.C !
cikgu : HA KHAIRINA ! awak yng bnyk bnyk ckp tu , buat soalan ni cepat !
nina : eh ape maksud holy ?
school ? you mean school ? can't describe it . sometimes it was just HELLA BORING and sometimes its fun . met eya everymorning . you should know how much important are you to me . Thanks for the hug . I appreaciate it alot . I feel like a real little sister when I'm with you . yes , you're so important to me . I have cassiopeia and shinee world beside me , I need ELF too . Met Nabila twice , heee :) been so crazy in the class , like so stupid . I did not feel the word exam in the class . MY CRAZY CLASS , lol . Slept twice in agama class , one really peaceful sleep in KH class , and everytime when theres no teacher , I'll take it as a sleeping lesson lol . so fun fun fun and funn ! wrote an essay about park jungsoo and get a well done from teacher . I'll write it later , don't have so much time. My grammmars improved and I'm so happy with it . Now its time for Karangan lol . i suck my karangan and now its payback time . overall school was OKAY . woots ~
I know you can go , I know its such a waste that i can't go . I knoww . You don't have to point it out . No need to remind me about super show . I know it . You're just not satisfied with me right ? you LAUGH at me , you BASH me , you say that i DESERVE what i have now , you say that you're HAPPY that I can't go . seriously , what kind of classmate are you ? I'm so not satisfied with you since we're standard 1 and i can't even believe we're at the same class almost 9 years . please.stop.disturbing.me . and one more thing , if i say that i don't like bof , YOU DON'T HAVE TO FORCE ME LIKING THEM . if i say that i don't like MEANS I DON'T LIKE . you can't even said SS501 PROPERLY then you said that you're a fan of them . so damn funny my friend . LAME PEOPLE . MyGod la , I'll pray hard to not be the same class as you next year . I hate you , so ? whats the problem ? you hate me and i hate you . doesn't mean you;re pretty and everyone HAVE TO like you . haha funny funny .and one more thing , you;re not even pretty and don't ya think everyone likes you , syok sendiri . I so have enough with you and don;t makes me fed up and yell staright to your face . you don't think i can't do it huh ? hah watch me then . small matter lah . Don't makes me do that please ? STOP TALKING TO ME .
This guy , was the second guy , who beats my heart so much after lee donghae . i love his voice , SO DAMN FREAKING SMOOTH AND SOOTHING , MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN !
ps : I still believe that i can meet suju , don't give up !
pps: flying to medan indonesia net week's tuesday with cousins ! woots ~
ppps: Even if I can not go to the concert , i just wish that someone could give me their merchandise , mann i want it so badly *cries*
up to the date
posted on Sunday, January 17, 2010, 9:42 AM
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA ~ I just want to laugh laugh and laugh .
I'd love to feel it even if it just once in a life time ,
but , the main problem now is i can't go .
wouldn't it be so weird being a fangirl for them for 2 years but end up can't go to their concert ,
really , I always think that ,
AM I REALLY THEIR FAN ?
Its not that i don't wanna go , its not that i don't have any money to go , I can even buy the most expensive one ,
but my parents , they won't let me go ,
why am i such the most unlucky one out of thousands of ELF ,
I want to go , how many times i've mention this to everyone ?
I really want to go
and yeah , for those people who don't cherish sj like what the true elf do ,
you , better , don't go .
This concert is just for TRUE elf ,
yes , I'll have to hate you if you go ,
I bet you won't feel the true feelings of elf , I bet you won't feel how SJ loves ELF so much ,
because you were not their fans , YOU JUST LIKE THEIR MUSIC AND NOT THEM .
duhhh =.='' better give the tickets to me lah , you don't deserve it .
I'm not jealous , i just hate it .
Many many many many of my school mates said to me ,
' you said you were a fan of ________ group , but why were you not so update about them like what you do to SJ '
do i really have to say this huh ?
Fan = follow all what they do , update about their activities .
yes , you got it right .
I'm a FAN of SUPER JUNIOR only .
I don't like to share my love ,
because only SJ deserves my love , I don't like to cheat them .
I like all bands music but i only a fan of SJ .
Maybe some people will not agree with me but I've my own way of fangirling ,
I will only stick to one and only one .
Even if you give me 2PM , Shinee , FT Island , or even DBSK ,
I'll only choose SUPER JUNIOR ,
because like I said , I'm only a FAN of them .
about all this super show , I'd like to attend , but luck is not at my side ,
maybe next time ?
Nicole . we will go there together , sit together , shouting their names together , okay ?
Don't be sad , I'll be sadder if you were sad , lets be happy :)
BOF fans are EVERYWHERE ! HAHAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA ~
so funny how everyone come to me and said ' JIHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! '
' JUN PYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ' YI JUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! '
so wtf - ish , i feel like laughing , everyone is falling for lee minho .
so lol can ? after bof finished , 8TV will be airing heading to the ground then everyone will go at me and say
' JUNG YUNHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! '
and after that i can tell that 8TV will be airing You're bautiful too , HAHA .
then everyone will go all ' TAEKYUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! ' SHINWOOOOOOOO ! ' JEREMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! '
wtf wtf , then bof will be forgotten , heading to the ground will be forgotten .
THATS HOW MALAYSIAN ARE , don't you all agree with me ?
They liked them BASED ON THEIR LOOKS , not on their talents . so funny man .
useless fans , I bet they'll freak out after knowing that jang geun suk shave his head before this , lol shave ? XD
I'd better get going , nerding business + too many homeworks + too many houseworks + take care of 10 hae's baby XDDDDDDDD
bye and see you next time ! :D
hae : nina , how about , we ... aish .. we .... make our 11th child ... ermmm....now ?
nina : YAH WTF LEE DONGHAE ! I'M SO ENOUGH WITH THIS ! DIVORCE ME NOWWWWW !
hae : NINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ~
*nina is running away from the perverted lee donghae *
10 childs : sweet parents of mine !
To nana and nisa , who waited for me to on my yahoo messenger , I'm sorry , really . I don't know whats wrong with my ym . i did not expect for you to online . I don't want to disturb your beauty sleep . but i've never epected that you could wake up early only for me . I'm sorry , I'm really sorry . although its not my fault ( blame ym ), but i really feel somewhat guilty . with now no credit in my phone , I hope you notice this message . I am really really sorry .
God , i feel like crying now .
ps : i BELIEVE IN fate , I'll meet themo oneday , just keep believeing , HAHA ~
pps: you know that I'm pretending to be happy right ? :(
ppps: how i wish i can reply all your tags , so gahhhh ~
Labels: me me me me me me me
posted on Sunday, January 10, 2010, 9:37 AM
This is just a beginning of my pmr life's time .
yet its going to be more worse day by day .
get to online only once a month , i thought i can be so fucked up boring and stress in my room , on the bed .
so everyone at school , please makes me happy :)
i got no friend to spazz about kpop now ,
YAH NURAFRINA NAJLA ! GET your body BACK TO SCHOOL NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
just freaking come back , one more week to wait , DO YOU THINK THAT I CAN WAIT HUH ?!
chicken pox is shits =.=''
I'll update about my first week at school or whatever because now , i have only 20 minutes to online .
itupun because hemawathy ask me to do something , thanks to her lah .
okay I'm off , wait for me next week , :)
ps : gee , i thought i can die in sadness yesterday :(
pps : everyone , please make me happy . XD
New year wish / FAREWELL :)
posted on Saturday, January 2, 2010, 1:38 PM
Super Junior ,
They are ... the band that I liked the most ,
Even if I try to like any other band , I'll always end up liking super junior the most ,
You should have known how much special are them to me ,
very very very special .
Every members means a lot to me ,
I'm not lying . I'm telling the truth now that ... I'm crying when I wrote this .
I'm listening to Sorry Sorry Answer now and their voice makes me melt away .
In 2009 , In this one whole year ,
I've been through alot liking suju ,
Yes , a lot lot lot lot of obstacles ,
You don't have any idea how much I suffer in 2009 ,
Starts from January to December ,
I've been crying alot than usual .
I swear that I'll never forget how much I've suffer . Even if I die , I'll never forget 2009 .
I , too , fail many of my exams , because I was too nerdy about Suju . I update everything about them ,
Its on my mind . Just ask me whatever you don't know and I'll straight away answer it without any error .
* my mp4 keeps on playing Suju's songs . :( *
Liking , adore-ing , and fangirling about the thirteen guys was the best part of my life .
Even if there were a machine that can change me into other people , I will not do it .
Because when I change my body , then there'll be no suju in me anymore .
I want to be who I am now , until the world cover with sapphire blue balloons , I just want to be me .
Me who people called as an ELF for Suju . Me who people recognize as one of the million ELF . Me who always protect thirteen . Me who always fangirling about thirteen . Me who always adore them . And me who always support them endlessly .
I just want to be ME .
I'm telling you this because I'm scared that when I'm away from this fangirling about suju , my love towards them will faded away .
I know , I will not act that way , I know who I am .
But I'm scared .
I'm so scared that .... I might losing them .
Hearing endless moment makes me cry so much .
My sister always asked me ,
' You said that you're a fan of suju , real hardcore i must say . but why don't you listen to their
song ? Wheneve it suju's , you will change it into another song . are you really a fangirl huh ? '
I want to shout at her but .... I just can't .
You know why sister ? because whenever I hear their voice , I broke into tears .
I don't want people to see me as a weak person . I'm a bright girl . The brightest girl in my class , lol .
A lot of people seems to always see me as an ELF who loves Suju based on their looks , very lol .
For your information my dear ,
I've never look up an artist for their looks , okay maybe its not like i've never , sometimes i did day that donghae is hot or whatever but most most most of the times , i actually likes his voice , so soft :)
I love Super Junior because they're those 13 guys who named Park Jungsoo , Kim Heechul , Kim Jongwoon , Tan HanGeng , Park Youngwoon , Shin Donghee , Lee Sungmin , Lee Hyukjae , Lee Donghae , Choi Siwon , Kim Kibum , Kim Ryeowook and Cho Kyuhyun .
Those thirteen guys who always be them on and off stage , the natural them .
Those thirteen guys who never pretends to be any other else other than being themselves .
I just love for the way they are ,
I just love the REAL Super Junior ,
The super dorky Super Junior who always brights up my day ,
I fucking love them . :)
In 2009 too ,
I made so much friends , How can I ever forget about you people ?
Starts from abby , esha , eunhoon , the two hannas , Izzie , Izzah , Lisa Unnie , Nabila , Eya , Nabihah , Nazyrah , Nana , Nisa , Nicole , Zafirah , teyna unnie , SJ-world friends and unnies and whoever who always be there for me .
How can I ever forget you ELFs ? and other fanclub too .
You're all great , awesome , and so much more .
When i grow up , I really wanr ro meet all of you .
Lets go to the same university okay ?
I would not be an ELF without all of you !
I'll never forget you all , I swear .
Thanks to you who always be there when I'm all sad and depressed .
Thanks to you who always support me .
Thanks to ou who always brights up my day .
Thank You , Thank You so much .
and thanks to my classmates and schoolmates too ,
their IDIOTNESS makes me smile XDD
*sapphire blue is now playing . XD *
2009 , 2009 , 2009
a very bad year , bad luck for kpop band ,
Tell me which band did not get involved with this curse huh ?
But 2009 too gives me so much happiness ,
I change a lot in 2009 ,
Don't you all agree with me ? I really have change a lot .
I hope 2010 will be a good year for me . A good year for you too :)
be helathy in 2010 .
Always and always remember Teukie's line in Shining Star my dear ELF ,
' Eventhough I'm lacking , I'll protect you ' .
He promise that he'll protect us so don't be scared .
Face the world and tell the world that you're proud to be one of the Ever Lasting Friends .
I don't know if you're the same as me or what but when i heard shining star and happy together , It gives me strengh . ;)
In 2010 , there'll be alot of things I've to settle up .
There'll be alot of homeworks I've to finish up .
There'll be alot of notes I've to memorize .
even if Is tuffed all this things in my barins and heart ,
There'll still some space for Suju . of course :)
2010 , the year of revenge
2010 , the year of study .
2010 , the year of hell .
2010 , the year of struggling .
2010 , the year of everything related to study .
I really need straight As and I hope withh all my harship , I can achieve what i dreamt for .
Mom will be happy , Dad will be proud .
I just want to say happy happy happy new year and lets all have fun in 2010 !
no more sadness okay ?
( but erghh , shinhwa minwoo involved in an accident , bad news :( )
eventhough people hates you because of the word ' pink maniac ' , but who cares ?
I LOVE YOU AND STAY HEALTHY AND CHUBBY ! :D
my lucky 1 january guy XD
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PARK YOUNGWOON !
you , just remember that , I love you
I'll always stand by you no matter what happens AND !
im sorry if i wish you too early because i can't online on 17th january , grr
okay whatever , I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS LOVE YOU :D
yahh lee donghae's fans ! SPOT SOMETHING CUTE ?! XD
just let me say something kyu's fans , he's cute , really cute , and fragile too . please take care of him because , I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM SAD , gahhh magnae~
okay now lol , what am i going to say eh ?
This is probably going to be my last post for january , really .
Gahh ~ I'm going to miss ALL OF YOU !
pabo me, I don't have your handphone number , waaaaa sadded .
Yeah now , I'm searching for a very suitable name for donghae , only me can call him by that name , HEHEHEHE .
I'm claiming him as mine , so what ? XD So yeah , better off now , my mum is going to blow me up . pray for my success , and BE HEALTHY ! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF DONGHAE FOR ME ! can or not ? XDD For PMR victims , HAHHAHAHAHAHHA . you and me , going through hell tomorrow . lets laugh all we can today . HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA ! now i think im going crazy lols . and oh wait ! Im writing a new fic in a book , yeah writing tau . several oneshots too . I'll write it here after PMR ends :) please make PMR go away faster . aishh . so yeah ,
GOODBYEEE EVERYONEE !
Go ahead, & chat away.
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