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Dissapointed :(

posted on Sunday, October 18, 2009, 12:10 AM

I don't know what is this feelings . If Suju is going to held a concert in KL , then what about me ? I can't go . I might have a heart attack already . I might kill myself . How can I go ? Theres no chances for me . What am I going to do ? just stay still ? I instead don't want them to come to Malaysia , I'm a real selfish . I'm sorry I can't take myself out of this problems . The problems that I think I can never get rid of it . I know I can't really go and wait UNLESS ! theres a competition that someone offer and the prices are their tickets . I know this is impossible , I can't put hopes . Aiyee I'm so want to cry now . Aish I really hope the people around me won't ask me if i really will go to the concert or not . I'm so stress out whenever I'm thinking about it . Oh yeah my so-called-dearest-friends , laugh all you want you cows . I'm not going to the concert , happy ? Yes I know you all are happy because I can't meet them . You're happy because my dreams are all not reality . Oh yeah talk about my friends . I've something to tell you .

Somebody : Aku suka korean , tapi aku tak suka cara kau obsess dengan korean .
Somebody : Kau ingt donghae tu suka kau ke ? Kau ingat donghae tu tau kau ke ? Macam la donghae tu tergila - gila kat kau mcm mne kau tergila - gila dekat dia .
Somebody : Khairina , kau cakap kau tak suka malaysian abis tu kau tu sape ? pergi lah duduk dekat korea sebab dh suka sngt dekat korean kan ?
Somebody : Kau kate kau tk suka malaysian , habis tu kenapa cakap malaysian handsome ? Taste kau kan korea je .
Somebody : Eh please ? tolong jangan batak dengan korean .
Somebody : Aku rasa kalau kau jumpa donghae , aku boleh cakap yang donghae takkan langsung pandang kau .
Somebody : Weh , kau ingat donghae pandang kau ke ? kau ingat kau cantik sngt la utk donghae ? aku rase donghae pandang kau sekali lalu lepas tu dia blah .

Nina : I don't care * smile, to be exact its a force smile *

That was this somebody told me this . I don't give a damn with this . We've been friends with each other since freaking 8 years ago and i'm very sure you did know me well . I've my own lifestyle so do you . I've my own obsession so do you . I've my own habit so do you . We've many differences ! You can't makes me turn into you . I'm who I am and you're who are you . We can't be each other . You ain't perfect though . You keeps picking on me because my overload obsession towards korean . I've my own limits too . You're not the one who like this . Theres many more humans out there hate the way I obsess with them . I don't know why . The people keep on bashing and bashing me behind my back . Don't you think I don't know all that . You acts like a friend infront me but you stab me behind my back . I know everything okay , I know everything . When I'm off from school , I thought you're not going to talk about me , but in fact , you keeps bashing me saying stuff like ' khairina kan , aku tk tau la minah tu , dia suka sngt , obsess sngt dkt korean mcm korean tu suka dia . ' . Its okay . I won't yell at you because you're still a coward for me . A coward that only knows to talk bad about people behind their back .

My boys , I'm sorry . I'VE TRIED MY BEST TO PROTECT YOU but I can't stop them to bash you even more . The more i protect you , The more they bash you . I feel sorry but what can I do ? I'm all alone there , no one's helping me to protect . I WAS THE ONLY ELF IN MY CLASS . or should I say I was the only elf who protect them in my form ? That's it . I believe there are many elf but uhh , they're all useless . They don't protect you like me , afrina and my seniors do . Afrina can't say much at them because she's scared . I don't blame her though . Its more than enough to have her comfort me when they bash me . Thank You .

You know who you are . I'm not pointing at you so don't pissed off with me . Its not you anyway .

Labels: grandparents, sushow


People , Hello ~ LOL , uhm . yeah . This is Sunggyu . He's my current bias . Other than Hyungshik and Donghae , <3 /runsaway I will hit yours , if you hit mine :D
Info, much? THE GIRL- I am one of the Sapphire Blue-ers Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D Fangirl of : Super Junior , that makes me a hardcore ELF and Gengfans . Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music . since July 11th 2008
Dissapointed :( posted on Sunday, October 18, 2009, 12:10 AM I don't know what is this feelings . If Suju is going to held a concert in KL , then what about me ? I can't go . I might have a heart attack already . I might kill myself . How can I go ? Theres no chances for me . What am I going to do ? just stay still ? I instead don't want them to come to Malaysia , I'm a real selfish . I'm sorry I can't take myself out of this problems . The problems that I think I can never get rid of it . I know I can't really go and wait UNLESS ! theres a competition that someone offer and the prices are their tickets . I know this is impossible , I can't put hopes . Aiyee I'm so want to cry now . Aish I really hope the people around me won't ask me if i really will go to the concert or not . I'm so stress out whenever I'm thinking about it . Oh yeah my so-called-dearest-friends , laugh all you want you cows . I'm not going to the concert , happy ? Yes I know you all are happy because I can't meet them . You're happy because my dreams are all not reality . Oh yeah talk about my friends . I've something to tell you . Somebody : Aku suka korean , tapi aku tak suka cara kau obsess dengan korean . Somebody : Kau ingt donghae tu suka kau ke ? Kau ingat donghae tu tau kau ke ? Macam la donghae tu tergila - gila kat kau mcm mne kau tergila - gila dekat dia . Somebody : Khairina , kau cakap kau tak suka malaysian abis tu kau tu sape ? pergi lah duduk dekat korea sebab dh suka sngt dekat korean kan ? Somebody : Kau kate kau tk suka malaysian , habis tu kenapa cakap malaysian handsome ? Taste kau kan korea je . Somebody : Eh please ? tolong jangan batak dengan korean . Somebody : Aku rasa kalau kau jumpa donghae , aku boleh cakap yang donghae takkan langsung pandang kau . Somebody : Weh , kau ingat donghae pandang kau ke ? kau ingat kau cantik sngt la utk donghae ? aku rase donghae pandang kau sekali lalu lepas tu dia blah . Nina : I don't care * smile, to be exact its a force smile * That was this somebody told me this . I don't give a damn with this . We've been friends with each other since freaking 8 years ago and i'm very sure you did know me well . I've my own lifestyle so do you . I've my own obsession so do you . I've my own habit so do you . We've many differences ! You can't makes me turn into you . I'm who I am and you're who are you . We can't be each other . You ain't perfect though . You keeps picking on me because my overload obsession towards korean . I've my own limits too . You're not the one who like this . Theres many more humans out there hate the way I obsess with them . I don't know why . The people keep on bashing and bashing me behind my back . Don't you think I don't know all that . You acts like a friend infront me but you stab me behind my back . I know everything okay , I know everything . When I'm off from school , I thought you're not going to talk about me , but in fact , you keeps bashing me saying stuff like ' khairina kan , aku tk tau la minah tu , dia suka sngt , obsess sngt dkt korean mcm korean tu suka dia . ' . Its okay . I won't yell at you because you're still a coward for me . A coward that only knows to talk bad about people behind their back . My boys , I'm sorry . I'VE TRIED MY BEST TO PROTECT YOU but I can't stop them to bash you even more . The more i protect you , The more they bash you . I feel sorry but what can I do ? I'm all alone there , no one's helping me to protect . I WAS THE ONLY ELF IN MY CLASS . or should I say I was the only elf who protect them in my form ? That's it . I believe there are many elf but uhh , they're all useless . They don't protect you like me , afrina and my seniors do . Afrina can't say much at them because she's scared . I don't blame her though . Its more than enough to have her comfort me when they bash me . Thank You . You know who you are . I'm not pointing at you so don't pissed off with me . Its not you anyway . Labels: grandparents, sushow
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