So yeah , HERE I AM AGAIN ! *waves* . no , this is NOT AN EMO POST. lols trust me dear . =P .Thanks to God that I'm still alive , alhamdullilah :) . Life isn't that bad you know when you think about it . Life is fun but you yourself who think that life is boring . That statement most probably points at me . Ahh i knew it . So people ! I'll not be an emo person anymore insyaallah . Pray for me to be more happy okay dear ? Aishhh you know i love you right ? xD . So yeah , about me stop loving them . I WON'T DO IT . okay someone hear me ? ahh right . why would i ? everyone have their own obsession so do i . I'M A LIVING CREATURE TOO ! mann , thats really hurting me when my mother said that . ouchie >.<

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Khairina. YES, YOU MRS. LEE!Well, Nina this post is specially made for you
:) I've read your past post in your blog these few days. I know that you've been
aware of this too. Your post creeps me out and made me sick, sad, pain, want to
cry and there's too many feelings that I, myself can't even describe. Yes, it is
true I've never seen you before and maybe I didn't know you well too but I can
feel the strong relationship of senior and junior between us. Okay, lets forget
about the senior and junior relationship. Lets consider it as friendship :)
between E.L.F. Mom, they always like that. They wanted the best for their child.
As you know, when we obsessed with something, for me, it will affect my studies.
I don't know if it's you though. So, they don't want us to regret afterwards.
But seriously, you don't have to stop loving them just because someone asked you
to. You just have to divide your time between the things you loved and the thing
that you have to do first. People can't take what you already loved. For
example, you can always online on the weekend and study on the weekdays. Just
for a year my dear. At least you will be less suffer. Always make deal with your
mom. Try to understand her. I always thought my mom don't understand me. But the
truth is she is. Like today, she gave me the spirit to do well in my
examination. And I don't know what's up into her, she even let me to watch TV
although she knew tomorrow I still have papers for PMR -.- And always find a
place to cry on. Don't keep it to yourself. It won't help anything. And dear
Nina, if its only some of them who has been hating you because you love Koreans
so much, I think it is because they're jealous of you. They don't get a chance
to love the koreans too. And they just don't understand them. They're unlike us.
We understand 'korean' and we know how to spazz about them. There are more
people who loves you so much out there. So don't try to do anything stupid and
makes so many people worried about you. Trust me, do a continuous study, don't
STOP! And at the same time you spazz about them. Just make sure don't over do
it. Remember your family actually love you although sometimes I've to agree
they're annoying but without family there will be no you too. Promise me you
will not stop loving Super Junior and all the korean activities or whatsoever,
Lee Donghae will cry if you did and Lee Hyukjae will kick Leeteuk for letting
you give up and Leeteuk will scold me because didn't try to convince you to keep
loving them and the whole Super Junior will come down to Malaysia to kick you
O__O (doesn't makes sense at all) oh no, you don't want them to kick you, right?
Of course you don't, you want them to kiss you, am I right? So, keep looking
forward, stop crying, start achieve what you always wanted and always love all
the people you always wanted to love ^^ Aja aja hwaiting! xoxo.

PMR Candidates . Nana , Nisa . Nabila , Nicole , Eya , Esha , Fqa and whoever that taking PMR tomorrow . I'll just wish you the best of luck . AND I KNOW MY GIRLS CAN DO IT ! My dear big sister , YOU'RE THE BEST OUT OF THE BEST ! I'll always pray for your luck . Thinking of you will be taking PMR tomorrow , that just makes me nervous for no reason . I should be nervous for end year exam ! lols . GO FOR IT big sister ! MAKE THE WORLD PROUD OF YOU . MAKE THE WORLD KNOW THAT YOU'RE THE BEST AND I BELIEVE YOU CAN DO IT ! and the most thing that i want you to know , please be alright . I don't want you to get sick or something . Its because you're my big sister of course i'm worried about you . THE 94'S BABIES HWAITING !

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I've been watching We Got Married Andy and Solbi couple and that just makes me smile widely . You know Andy of Shinhwa right ? He just makes you feels soo Yoochun ! HE ACTS LIKE YOOCHUN'S TOO ! and his face when he smile looks so AHHHHH , i've been falling for it too ! and solbi is such a lucky woman to have andy as her fake husband . That would be so much heaven for me ! aiyee . AM I LOVING SHINHWA NOW ?! my my >.< awww and one more thing about andy , he is you-know-his-age-right , and i think i need to call him as ajusshi xD . He looks to young to call as ajusshi and his age is too old to be call as an oppa :D

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