You and I , look so fine . Is there someone like you ?


People , Hello ~ LOL , uhm . yeah . This is Sunggyu . He's my current bias . Other than Hyungshik and Donghae , <3 /runsaway I will hit yours , if you hit mine :D
Info, much? THE GIRL- I am one of the Sapphire Blue-ers Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D Fangirl of : Super Junior , that makes me a hardcore ELF and Gengfans . Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music . since July 11th 2008
Life Is Hard posted on Sunday, December 6, 2009, 10:55 AM ELF:getting worship, and having to face oppa… what did you get? Heechul: my mum’s nagging, getting angry, electricity bills, dropping of results, but forever ELF This IS really the things that i get from being an ELF , heechul know me very very very well . "Super Junior is my biggest pride."- Leeteuk teukie , me too :( How I wish , that , you all know what am i going through now . How I wish that you all can see how pain i am now , How I wish that someone can hugg me now . I need a bigg hug to comfort me , someone ? My eyes are swollen , my heart hurts so much , my stomach pain like hell . So yeah , i guess , this is just a perfect time for me , to stop being a fangirl . me being a fangirl , hurt everyone's heart , hurt eveyone's feelings , and my mother said i'm becoming a horrible person after i'm a fangirl . I've to stop for now , I don't want to hurt any one's feelings anymore , i want to be a good girl . i want to make something that can makes my mom proud of me . I want to change , but leaving suju is not the right thing , i know . I , now , am trying to decrease my overload fangirl-ish . I hurt everyone's feelings . and yeah , i've create so much problems in this one year being a fangirl , I can't endure it now , 2009 is really a bad year for me . Mom , I didn't mean to hurt you and i didn't have any intention to make you hurt . I don't want you to hate me . I don't want you to ignore me . Please talk to me . I'm so sorry about this morning incident . I'm so sorry :( Super Junior is worth than a living i must say , but hurting my mother's feeling is killing me inside . I choose to die immediately if i saw my mother's hurting because of me . Super Junior makes my life complete but at the same time i'm hurting others feeling . And more worst , the other that i mean did not understand the ' fangirl ' word . How i wish suju know how much i've to suffer because of them . That's it , now i realise that love between idol and fans are the most saddest love story . ps: I'll reply your tags after i can calm my self . tata for now . pps ; I don't want people to know my problem but i need to write . sometimes writing makes me calm . ppps : I miss the smile of donghae . be healthy . pppps: I sounded like i am dying , i seriously am dying now . pppppps: I don't want to stop loving them , but people around me makes me sick and they're practically saying to me to stop . you know who you are . Labels: Hurting
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