You and I , look so fine . Is there someone like you ?

People , Hello ~

LOL , uhm . yeah . This is Sunggyu . He's my current bias . Other than Hyungshik and Donghae , <3 /runsaway

I will hit yours , if you hit mine :D

Info, much?

THE GIRL-

I am one of the Sapphire Blue-ers

Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D

Fangirl of : Super Junior , that makes me a hardcore ELF and Gengfans .
Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music .

since July 11th 2008

New year wish / FAREWELL :)

posted on Saturday, January 2, 2010, 1:38 PM

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Super Junior ,
They are ... the band that I liked the most ,
Even if I try to like any other band , I'll always end up liking super junior the most ,
You should have known how much special are them to me ,
very very very special .
Every members means a lot to me ,
I'm not lying . I'm telling the truth now that ... I'm crying when I wrote this .
I'm listening to Sorry Sorry Answer now and their voice makes me melt away .
In 2009 , In this one whole year ,
I've been through alot liking suju ,
Yes , a lot lot lot lot of obstacles ,
You don't have any idea how much I suffer in 2009 ,
Starts from January to December ,
I've been crying alot than usual .
I swear that I'll never forget how much I've suffer . Even if I die , I'll never forget 2009 .
I , too , fail many of my exams , because I was too nerdy about Suju . I update everything about them ,
Its on my mind . Just ask me whatever you don't know and I'll straight away answer it without any error .
* my mp4 keeps on playing Suju's songs . :( *
Liking , adore-ing , and fangirling about the thirteen guys was the best part of my life .
Even if there were a machine that can change me into other people , I will not do it .
Because when I change my body , then there'll be no suju in me anymore .
I want to be who I am now , until the world cover with sapphire blue balloons , I just want to be me .
Me who people called as an ELF for Suju . Me who people recognize as one of the million ELF . Me who always protect thirteen . Me who always fangirling about thirteen . Me who always adore them . And me who always support them endlessly .
I just want to be ME .
I'm telling you this because I'm scared that when I'm away from this fangirling about suju , my love towards them will faded away .
I know , I will not act that way , I know who I am .
But I'm scared .
I'm so scared that .... I might losing them .

Hearing endless moment makes me cry so much .

My sister always asked me ,

' You said that you're a fan of suju , real hardcore i must say . but why don't you listen to their

song ? Wheneve it suju's , you will change it into another song . are you really a fangirl huh ? '

I want to shout at her but .... I just can't .

You know why sister ? because whenever I hear their voice , I broke into tears .

I don't want people to see me as a weak person . I'm a bright girl . The brightest girl in my class , lol .

A lot of people seems to always see me as an ELF who loves Suju based on their looks , very lol .

For your information my dear ,

I've never look up an artist for their looks , okay maybe its not like i've never , sometimes i did day that donghae is hot or whatever but most most most of the times , i actually likes his voice , so soft :)

I love Super Junior because they're those 13 guys who named Park Jungsoo , Kim Heechul , Kim Jongwoon , Tan HanGeng , Park Youngwoon , Shin Donghee , Lee Sungmin , Lee Hyukjae , Lee Donghae , Choi Siwon , Kim Kibum , Kim Ryeowook and Cho Kyuhyun .

Those thirteen guys who always be them on and off stage , the natural them .

Those thirteen guys who never pretends to be any other else other than being themselves .

I just love for the way they are ,

I just love the REAL Super Junior ,

The super dorky Super Junior who always brights up my day ,

I fucking love them . :)

In 2009 too ,

I made so much friends , How can I ever forget about you people ?

Starts from abby , esha , eunhoon , the two hannas , Izzie , Izzah , Lisa Unnie , Nabila , Eya , Nabihah , Nazyrah , Nana , Nisa , Nicole , Zafirah , teyna unnie , SJ-world friends and unnies and whoever who always be there for me .

How can I ever forget you ELFs ? and other fanclub too .

You're all great , awesome , and so much more .

When i grow up , I really wanr ro meet all of you .

Lets go to the same university okay ?

I would not be an ELF without all of you !

I'll never forget you all , I swear .

Thanks to you who always be there when I'm all sad and depressed .

Thanks to you who always support me .

Thanks to ou who always brights up my day .

Thank You , Thank You so much .

and thanks to my classmates and schoolmates too ,

their IDIOTNESS makes me smile XDD

*sapphire blue is now playing . XD *

2009 , 2009 , 2009

a very bad year , bad luck for kpop band ,

Tell me which band did not get involved with this curse huh ?

But 2009 too gives me so much happiness ,

I change a lot in 2009 ,

Don't you all agree with me ? I really have change a lot .

I hope 2010 will be a good year for me . A good year for you too :)

be helathy in 2010 .

Always and always remember Teukie's line in Shining Star my dear ELF ,

' Eventhough I'm lacking , I'll protect you ' .

He promise that he'll protect us so don't be scared .

Face the world and tell the world that you're proud to be one of the Ever Lasting Friends .

I don't know if you're the same as me or what but when i heard shining star and happy together , It gives me strengh . ;)

In 2010 , there'll be alot of things I've to settle up .

There'll be alot of homeworks I've to finish up .

There'll be alot of notes I've to memorize .

even if Is tuffed all this things in my barins and heart ,

There'll still some space for Suju . of course :)

2010 , the year of revenge

2010 , the year of study .

2010 , the year of hell .

2010 , the year of struggling .

2010 , the year of everything related to study .

I really need straight As and I hope withh all my harship , I can achieve what i dreamt for .

Mom will be happy , Dad will be proud .

I just want to say happy happy happy new year and lets all have fun in 2010 !

no more sadness okay ?

( but erghh , shinhwa minwoo involved in an accident , bad news :( )

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HAPPY ~~belated~~ BIRTHDAY LEE SUNGMIN !

[09.12.25] 可愛的兔子和男生們 (7P) Pictures, Images and Photos

you pink maniac ! i love you , get it ?
eventhough people hates you because of the word ' pink maniac ' , but who cares ?
I LOVE YOU AND STAY HEALTHY AND CHUBBY ! :D
my lucky 1 january guy XD

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PARK YOUNGWOON !

you , just remember that , I love you
I'll always stand by you no matter what happens AND !
im sorry if i wish you too early because i can't online on 17th january , grr
okay whatever , I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS LOVE YOU :D

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

yahh lee donghae's fans ! SPOT SOMETHING CUTE ?! XD

just let me say something kyu's fans , he's cute , really cute , and fragile too . please take care of him because , I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM SAD , gahhh magnae~

okay now lol , what am i going to say eh ?
This is probably going to be my last post for january , really .
Gahh ~ I'm going to miss ALL OF YOU !
pabo me, I don't have your handphone number , waaaaa sadded .
Yeah now , I'm searching for a very suitable name for donghae , only me can call him by that name , HEHEHEHE .
I'm claiming him as mine , so what ? XD So yeah , better off now , my mum is going to blow me up . pray for my success , and BE HEALTHY ! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF DONGHAE FOR ME ! can or not ? XDD For PMR victims , HAHHAHAHAHAHHA . you and me , going through hell tomorrow . lets laugh all we can today . HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA ! now i think im going crazy lols . and oh wait ! Im writing a new fic in a book , yeah writing tau . several oneshots too . I'll write it here after PMR ends :) please make PMR go away faster . aishh . so yeah ,

GOODBYEEE EVERYONEE !

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People , Hello ~ LOL , uhm . yeah . This is Sunggyu . He's my current bias . Other than Hyungshik and Donghae , <3 /runsaway I will hit yours , if you hit mine :D
Info, much? THE GIRL- I am one of the Sapphire Blue-ers Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D Fangirl of : Super Junior , that makes me a hardcore ELF and Gengfans . Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music . since July 11th 2008
New year wish / FAREWELL :) posted on Saturday, January 2, 2010, 1:38 PM Super Junior , They are ... the band that I liked the most , Even if I try to like any other band , I'll always end up liking super junior the most , You should have known how much special are them to me , very very very special . Every members means a lot to me , I'm not lying . I'm telling the truth now that ... I'm crying when I wrote this . I'm listening to Sorry Sorry Answer now and their voice makes me melt away . In 2009 , In this one whole year , I've been through alot liking suju , Yes , a lot lot lot lot of obstacles , You don't have any idea how much I suffer in 2009 , Starts from January to December , I've been crying alot than usual . I swear that I'll never forget how much I've suffer . Even if I die , I'll never forget 2009 . I , too , fail many of my exams , because I was too nerdy about Suju . I update everything about them , Its on my mind . Just ask me whatever you don't know and I'll straight away answer it without any error . * my mp4 keeps on playing Suju's songs . :( * Liking , adore-ing , and fangirling about the thirteen guys was the best part of my life . Even if there were a machine that can change me into other people , I will not do it . Because when I change my body , then there'll be no suju in me anymore . I want to be who I am now , until the world cover with sapphire blue balloons , I just want to be me . Me who people called as an ELF for Suju . Me who people recognize as one of the million ELF . Me who always protect thirteen . Me who always fangirling about thirteen . Me who always adore them . And me who always support them endlessly . I just want to be ME . I'm telling you this because I'm scared that when I'm away from this fangirling about suju , my love towards them will faded away . I know , I will not act that way , I know who I am . But I'm scared . I'm so scared that .... I might losing them . Hearing endless moment makes me cry so much . My sister always asked me , ' You said that you're a fan of suju , real hardcore i must say . but why don't you listen to their song ? Wheneve it suju's , you will change it into another song . are you really a fangirl huh ? ' I want to shout at her but .... I just can't . You know why sister ? because whenever I hear their voice , I broke into tears . I don't want people to see me as a weak person . I'm a bright girl . The brightest girl in my class , lol . A lot of people seems to always see me as an ELF who loves Suju based on their looks , very lol . For your information my dear , I've never look up an artist for their looks , okay maybe its not like i've never , sometimes i did day that donghae is hot or whatever but most most most of the times , i actually likes his voice , so soft :) I love Super Junior because they're those 13 guys who named Park Jungsoo , Kim Heechul , Kim Jongwoon , Tan HanGeng , Park Youngwoon , Shin Donghee , Lee Sungmin , Lee Hyukjae , Lee Donghae , Choi Siwon , Kim Kibum , Kim Ryeowook and Cho Kyuhyun . Those thirteen guys who always be them on and off stage , the natural them . Those thirteen guys who never pretends to be any other else other than being themselves . I just love for the way they are , I just love the REAL Super Junior , The super dorky Super Junior who always brights up my day , I fucking love them . :) In 2009 too , I made so much friends , How can I ever forget about you people ? Starts from abby , esha , eunhoon , the two hannas , Izzie , Izzah , Lisa Unnie , Nabila , Eya , Nabihah , Nazyrah , Nana , Nisa , Nicole , Zafirah , teyna unnie , SJ-world friends and unnies and whoever who always be there for me . How can I ever forget you ELFs ? and other fanclub too . You're all great , awesome , and so much more . When i grow up , I really wanr ro meet all of you . Lets go to the same university okay ? I would not be an ELF without all of you ! I'll never forget you all , I swear . Thanks to you who always be there when I'm all sad and depressed . Thanks to you who always support me . Thanks to ou who always brights up my day . Thank You , Thank You so much . and thanks to my classmates and schoolmates too , their IDIOTNESS makes me smile XDD sapphire blue is now playing . XD 2009 , 2009 , 2009 a very bad year , bad luck for kpop band , Tell me which band did not get involved with this curse huh ? But 2009 too gives me so much happiness , I change a lot in 2009 , Don't you all agree with me ? I really have change a lot . I hope 2010 will be a good year for me . A good year for you too :) be helathy in 2010 . Always and always remember Teukie's line in Shining Star my dear ELF , ' Eventhough I'm lacking , I'll protect you ' . He promise that he'll protect us so don't be scared . Face the world and tell the world that you're proud to be one of the Ever Lasting Friends . I don't know if you're the same as me or what but when i heard shining star and happy together , It gives me strengh . ;) In 2010 , there'll be alot of things I've to settle up . There'll be alot of homeworks I've to finish up . There'll be alot of notes I've to memorize . even if Is tuffed all this things in my barins and heart , There'll still some space for Suju . of course :) 2010 , the year of revenge 2010 , the year of study . 2010 , the year of hell . 2010 , the year of struggling . 2010 , the year of everything related to study . I really need straight As and I hope withh all my harship , I can achieve what i dreamt for . Mom will be happy , Dad will be proud . I just want to say happy happy happy new year and lets all have fun in 2010 ! no more sadness okay ? ( but erghh , shinhwa minwoo involved in an accident , bad news :( ) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HAPPY ~~belated~~ BIRTHDAY LEE SUNGMIN ! you pink maniac ! i love you , get it ? eventhough people hates you because of the word ' pink maniac ' , but who cares ? I LOVE YOU AND STAY HEALTHY AND CHUBBY ! :D my lucky 1 january guy XD HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PARK YOUNGWOON ! you , just remember that , I love you I'll always stand by you no matter what happens AND ! im sorry if i wish you too early because i can't online on 17th january , grr okay whatever , I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS LOVE YOU :D -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yahh lee donghae's fans ! SPOT SOMETHING CUTE ?! XD just let me say something kyu's fans , he's cute , really cute , and fragile too . please take care of him because , I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM SAD , gahhh magnae~ okay now lol , what am i going to say eh ? This is probably going to be my last post for january , really . Gahh ~ I'm going to miss ALL OF YOU ! pabo me, I don't have your handphone number , waaaaa sadded . Yeah now , I'm searching for a very suitable name for donghae , only me can call him by that name , HEHEHEHE . I'm claiming him as mine , so what ? XD So yeah , better off now , my mum is going to blow me up . pray for my success , and BE HEALTHY ! PLEASE TAKE CARE OF DONGHAE FOR ME ! can or not ? XDD For PMR victims , HAHHAHAHAHAHHA . you and me , going through hell tomorrow . lets laugh all we can today . HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA ! now i think im going crazy lols . and oh wait ! Im writing a new fic in a book , yeah writing tau . several oneshots too . I'll write it here after PMR ends :) please make PMR go away faster . aishh . so yeah , GOODBYEEE EVERYONEE ! Labels: farewell, hny
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