You and I , look so fine . Is there someone like you ?


People , Hello ~ LOL , uhm . yeah . This is Sunggyu . He's my current bias . Other than Hyungshik and Donghae , <3 /runsaway I will hit yours , if you hit mine :D
Info, much? THE GIRL- I am one of the Sapphire Blue-ers Yo strangers ! People called me Nina . 15 years young and currently growing old with SJ , screw you if you don't know them . I'm obsessed , yes I am . and I am a full time fangirl . Hates me , then go away from here . Basically , I wrote everything about SJ-related here . You can barely see any my life updates . because SJ is my life . Hurt me , I am just okay with it . Hurt them , I am so going to turn into a hulk and punch you hard . So yeah , that's it :D Fangirl of : Super Junior , that makes me a hardcore ELF and Gengfans . Forever Biased : ZE:A , MBLAQ . Likes : All Kpop music . since July 11th 2008
Am I ? posted on Thursday, November 18, 2010, 1:35 PM Now Playing : Hangeng - Wings of Love I don't know how can I be like this . I don't know why am I like this . I don't know what lead me into this . I don't know . really . I used to be one of their best fans , their best ELF . and now , I don't feel like I'm even one of their fans , one of their ELF . I lost track , I lost every updates on them , I lost every single of their new pictures , I'm lost . I used to know what they did days and nights , what schedule they have tomorrow or today , what are they doing right now , who's on sukira , who's on youngstreet , who's on shim shim ta pa . I've been cheating on them too much . Too much till I can't even forgive myself for it . What have I done ? What have I done to my one of the best fandom that I've ever been in ? Seriously , I feel like killing myself . Where's the old nina go ? The old nina who always roots for SJ , stay with SJ , stand by SJ , always feels like this world is hers when SJ members tweet something , always checks on their schedules , always stalk their korean and chinese fansites , always watch their videos . sigh . The new nina , I don't know what has gotten into the new nina . Of course she didn't hate or forget or abandon SJ , it's just that , she's busy with other groups , until she forgets SJ . That was her big , biggest problem now . Ze:a and Infinite . I've never regretted liking them . Make them be my forever biased . Cherish each member of ze:a and each member infinite . Super Junior makes my life feel complete , and they make my life be even more complete . Junyoung , Siwan , Heechul , Kwanghee , Taehun , Hyungshik , Minwoo , Dongjun and Kevin , they never disappoint me in any way . They can sing very very well , can dance , can even do jokes . So do Infinite . Infinite may be new and still clueless about this idol thingy but I’m sure they gonna make it . Sunggyu , Woohyun , Dongwoo , Sungyeol , Hoya , Myungsoo and Sungjong , they can pull off their witty image on and off stage . Hoya can pull off the skill that even he’s the main dancer , he still can sings beautifully . I don’t put all the blame on them . They’re not the one that I can put blame on . Sometimes I asked myself , why am I doing this ? I have SJ and maybe that’s enough . sigh . Being a fangirl , is the hardest things on earth . The hardest things that I am going through now . When I spazz about hyungshik and sunggyu , I tend to forget about Hae . When I’m watching a video of Hyungshik and Sunggyu without subs , I tend to wonder , why can’t I watch JS videos without sub . When I see a fangirl has just so many bias , I wonder am I like her ? Why can’t I be her ? Why can’t I accept the fact that I had 2 more bias than Hae . I just want Hae to be my bias , only him . I don’t know how to react with this problem anymore . I just can’t accept the fact that I had so damn many bias . okay , only two . lol . I tried so hard , so dam hard to push them away but they keeps on coming and dang it , I like them . At first , I always deny how I love/like/hate my bias just like any other artist . then , I realized that I treat them not like any other normal artist that I like . To be my bias , they must be so special in my heart . You know too right ? I am not that easy to fall in love with someone , to say that I always want to protect them , to say just how heavenly his voice is , to say just how his dance cracks me up , to say just how stupid silly asshole he is and to just say that I will love him forever . To me , the word ‘ I’m your fan ‘ , ‘ I love you ‘ , ‘ you’re stupid ‘ , ‘ you’re an asshole ‘ , ‘ you’re such a heartless guy ‘ , ‘ you’re cheap ‘ and so on are very , very , very sensitive word . I don’t just say them to whom that I only hear their music , admire their voice . I take a year to finally like SJ . and how come I only take a month or two to like ze:a and infinite ? gahhh . this and that questions . this and that problems . I feel like dying . Shitz . To Hae . I mean it . When I say I love you , I really do mean it . but sure I don’t really want you to be my boyfriend , in fact I always treat you like my older brother . My older brother whom I can rely on . My older brother who’s the only one who understand me . Lately , I’ve been lacking of you , your pictures and your news . so much . I can’t take it . I can’t hide myself from being guilty on what have I done . I feel like I don’t deserve your love , your support and your sincerity anymore . I promise to not look at any other guy other than you , I broke my promise . I broke my promise to be just your fans and not others . I broke my promise to make you’re my only bias and I failed . I broke my promise to spazz about you everyday . I broke my promise to update about you everyday . I broke my promise to make your group my only group who can make me feel at ease . I broke my promise to not delete any of your songs on my iShuffle . I broke my promise to save your pictures more than others . If you know this , If you ever acknowledge this , will you forgive me ? will you still accept me as your fans ? will your group members still accept me as their ELF ? I’m sorry for what have I done these past few weeks . I just can’t control myself . I’m sorry . To Shik and Gyu , Two of you brings a lot of happiness to me lately . Shik with his own frantic sillyness that makes me go aahhhh and ohhhhh every night . Gyu with your amazing voices and amazing eyesmiles make me go crazy every damn night . How can I not love you more ? but I’m sorry , you sure want me to be your fans . I’m sorry that I can’t . I’m scared that I might abandon Hae . I’m sure I will protect , love and support you like always do . You two are like my soulmate . Stay with this kay . I will buy your albums if I can , I will support everything you do , I will love you like I always do . I’ve once hate ZE:A and Infinite , if you acknowledge this too , will you two ever forgive me ? I don’t know how can I hate such angels like you . I’m sure I will be in your fandom once I have accept the fact that , a girl can admire many many guys but she will sure be back with her first love . First in anything . :) I will work hard to be the best ELF I can . I can do it . Nina hwaiting . ps : if you still want to read my entry for SJ's annivesary , I will finish it up later . lol Labels: Craps Smile Again posted on Friday, December 25, 2009, 12:57 PM Seriously , call me stupid . When I'm in shock mod , I turns into a stupid person . I know the word ' temporarily ' but I still want to google translated it , And yes , Suju M is temporarily disband . see the temporarily word ? and see the disband word ? I'm glad there's ' temporaily ' before ' disband ' , because if its only the word ' disband ' , i think i'm going to regret every second i live , I regret that I didn't know suju m as much as other elfs are , and I regret that I only spent my times about suju , I did not even care about suju m . its not that i did not , I care about suju m , but i care about suju more , make sense ? I'm a bad elf , call me bad elf . I'm bad . I'm bad because i don't know about suju m while they're too apart of suju . I regret it . I AM A BAD ELF FOR SUJU AND I DON'T DESERVE THE WORD ' ELF ' , i think so . because i abandoned suju m . Yes , and know something ? I don't even know when is henry's and zhoumi's birthday . Wei , I'm bad . I regret it so much . Do I still deserve those compliments after knowing that i'm not as awesome as you think i am ? I'm sorry . ilytoo ;) Well , I read hanna's blog . When hanna wrote the confusion's entry , I think I should write one too . She said ' if i have to make a choice. a choice between the two people that i love. who should i choose? ' For me , If i really have a choice to choose either of them . I will not chooce either both of them . Because when i choose hankyung , then kyuhyun will be hurt . and when i choose kyuhyun , hankyung will be hurt . I don't want them to be sad .I'd rather let myself cry because i didn't get to choose one of them . Kyuhyun and Hankyung , this two person are really really important to me . Who will cook the most famous and delicious beijing friend rice if i don't have my hankyung ? and who will ever teach me to play dota if i don't have my kyuhyun ? see that , they're so much important to me until I can't even choose any of them . The smile of magnae . I really miss this alot . I saw their fake smile at music bank yesterday . i know , they're giving their best smile on the stage but still , a fangirl's heart still know their idols feelings . Kyuhyun , you failed to give me your best smile because .. i know you magnae , i freaking damn well know you . Its not your smile magnae , Its fake . They become alot more skinnier these days . Yes , the looks so damn skinny . especially leader . Can I say , shindong too ? oh well . This is so pathetic . But yeah , Suju , I'll wait for you to smile sincerely again . Like what cassiopeia did towards DBSK . Elfs will wait for it . We just want you to SINCERELY smile again . Say Kimchi ! :) asjbksdnfriuokjdcfmbfacewiuokdjjbhghcsjaxwlkdmohhbfjdkslmishdj CUTEEEEEEEE ! grr yeah , seeing people getting 8As , I really really envy them . next year , I'm going to study my head's off . I really am . I'll not online , yes , this year is my last chance . When the date shows 1.01.10 ( min's bday ) , I'll officially become a nerdy kid . I'll miss ALL OF YOU so much .I'll blog like .... once a month ? Nahh nana , blog for me , can ? XD I'll superbly miss my donghae . I'll write a post about suju before i end my online-ing's life , lol . I sounded really pathetic . Yes I am . you know ~ I badly want the 8As . I want PMR to end faster . So that I can rest as much as I want ( sister : eh kak , 2009 pun tk abes lagi , PMR lambtt lagi ) =.='' AND YEAH PEOPLE ! XD after PMR I want to go shopping ! I'll buy as mush as I want . I don't care anymore . Since my mom has allow me to buy online , I guess I'll buy all online then . THE THINGS ARE SOO hella EXPENSIVE ! grrr . I want to buy more bags lol ( afrina : sudah sudah la weh , berlambak beg kau nk buat ape ? nina : tak tahuuu ) XDDDDDD Oh wait , athirah ... damn .... SHE BOUGHT A NEW ITOUCH YESTERDAY ! damnit . I was shouting like a mad girl at the message she gave me XD I want an itouch too . =.='' She'll be going to Bangkok next wedenesday . Laaa , i wanna go there too . I'M STUCK AT HOME ! gahh . The most boring-est holiday i have. People , let 26 January comes faster can ? I can't wait for it lols . This is so killing me in and out =.='' I miss full house days :( see hanchul . so dork =.='' So yeah , yesterday had a short conference with yasmin and izreen . Damn funny XD They're questioning me about kpop and guess what ? I WON THE QUIZ XD izreen : weh aku give up dah nk tanya kau lagi , THE END WEH ! Like I said , I'm a genius . :P Any last word izreen ? izreen : tak de pape dah , SPEECHLESS . XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD . I love you lah weh ! XD she's so dorky and she makes me laugh my ass off . I was really really damn sad about suju then suddenly she's cheering me up and start saying nonsense about blalablabla . She starts to crap about something something too . lol XD Thank you do . Eyra , yeahh , she's like ... the type of friend that i've ever wanted for . I'm not lying when i said that she really know well about me . She know about me in and out . Too bad , she's not even in my class . Too bad . We're like ... you know , we can start to crap about anything . Just give us any topic , we'll start to crap like hell XD and yeah , i called her my twin at school since she really have the same mind and the same thinking like me . EXACTLY LIKE MINE XD Why am I talking about my friend ? well probably , I want the schoold start now , suddenly je XD I usually hate school days but now , I think that I've to go to school . I've to clear up my minds . I've been sad-ing about suju and dbsk , now its time for me to study . Suju is so important for me but now , Studies are more important . Sighh . I'll be using my only chance to online as i much as i want , because next year , there'll be no more for me . I can just say Hi to the computers and laptops in my house then go study . Pathetic =.='' Congrats to all who gets 8A , and sape sape yg tk dpt 8A , YOU'RE STILL A GENIUS ! don't worry ^^ I'm so proud of you all :) Esha , Eya , Nisa , Nabila , Nana , Nicole . CONGRATULATIONS ! :) next year , my turn =.='' nazyrah , we'll die XDDDD Kay , Off , Bye . eh wait ! to whoever who wants my phone's number , email me at ninateenagers@gmail.com I don't want to lose contact with you people , and yeah , please keep me update XD bye :) and one more thing , somebody know where can I buy korean stuffs other than mykpopdestiny , ebay and miss suppin ? thank you in advance . and one moree , leader eeteuk right , his full name is park leeteuk right ? no , not his real name , his full stage name , park leeteuk kan ? Labels: Craps Fangirl Story , posted on Friday, December 18, 2009, 1:44 PM Super Junior , CONGRATULATIONS ! yeah , you makes me cry again , AGAIN ! I love the fact that its you who makes me cry . I hope that all 13 of you can receive the awards , all 13 of you can hug together , gahhh . I only saw leader , heechul , yesung , siwon , hankyung , donghae , eunhyuk , shindong , sungmin , ryeowook and magnae , where are the other 2 ? Yes , Kangin and Kibum , where are you ? huwaaa . "We ourselves also know the fact that our weakness is although we're famous, we didnt have any representative song. But this year "Sorry sorry" has become our hit song, after receiving the daesang award at Golden disk, it seems that all our complex have gone away. When we were young and dreamed to be singer, our dreaming stage is always here at Golden disk, now we got the best place in this stage/place, we couldnt believe it No ! OMG HECK NO ! You've U , Don't Don and Marry U . Yah ! YOU'RE POPULAR ! but yeah , i admit that sorry sorry was the one who have alot of popularity . I'm glad you won ! I'm so proudddddd of you . I'm so DAMN PROUD ! Korean ELF , you're doing a great job ! The most things that i'm proud with is , when people ask me ' are you a fan of korean boyband ? ' and i will answer ' YES ! I'M AN ELF ! ' . I'm proud of you guys , seriously . "This year although we're very happy with but at the same time there are many bad incidents. Just before this, I had a phone call with Kangin. He was about to cry and said 'I miss you', and after the call ended, I got a text from him said 'Hyung, I'm sorry'. Although he himself had done something wrong but I still feel sad that I cant share the happiness with the member who had shared the hardship with me since we were young. Kangin really wanted to stand on this stage. From now on he wont be self-satisfied and be responsible with his life to deserve the love from all the fans" Yeah Boys , lets get back our youngwoon bear RIGHT NOW ! wait for awhile , tears over floading I, too , wish that kangin can perform with you and receive the awards together . He deserve the happiness too ! I know what Kangin did was really irresponsible but I know he also regrets it and it's heartbreaking that Teukie is finally talking about Kangin but I'm feeling really upset because Teukie misses him and Kangin misses him and the rest of his brothers. I hope it will be a BIG SUCCESS in 2010 ! just remember that ELF are there for you . and you LEADER TEUKIE ! I SAW YOUR DIMPLE ! I SAW YOUR DIMPLE ! I FREAKING SAW YOUR DIMPLE ! why am i excited ? because i loveeee it when you're happy . I loveee it when you're not the emo teukie . PLEASE BE HAPPY ! okay ? SUJU WIN ONLY 1 AWARD ?! OMG HELLO ! SUJU IS THE ARTIST OF THE YEAR! People yahhh ! HOW COME ONLY ONE ?! FREAKING ONEEEEEEE ?! truly dissapointed ! Melon didn't like suju . And they just HAVE TO give suju the award because suju are there . Shit Melon . SHIT ! Picture time now XD Super Show Eunhyuk love Donghae . YAH ! YAHHH ! donghae only loves ME ! hyukjae was like ' *uhh what .. is .. this ? after read it* ohhh ' LOL IDIOT XD Super Show Nanjing WAS EPIC ! SEE HANCHUL ! ( although heechul said that it suppose to be heekyung ) BUT HEECHUL ! I DON'T CARE ! how come a beauty like you can be the man ? dumbo kim heechul XD see the picture ? They're getting married and heechul has the thingy-on-his-head which suppose to be the bride who usually wear this XD hanchul is lovee . They just somewhat looks like a real couple . Hankyung is the china prince and heechul is the china princess XD EVEN HEECHUL HAS AGREED ABOUT THIS XDD Golden Disk Award EUNHAE ! hyukjae was crying ENDLESSLY and he's lucky that donghae was there to calm him down . Eunhae CRIED ! of course idiot . you usually will see this scene in a couple situation . when one of them cried , the partner will cry too . Isn't it too obvious that they're a couple ? and hyukjae makes me so mad when he said that IU is the most beautiful woman on earth . HAHA ! i wanna laugh my ass off . seriously LEE HYUKJAE . you will not get to marry IU because she's freaking YOUNG and yeah , she didn't said that she like you too . Idiot IU , i know . A jealous fangirl , of course XD ps : from my point of view , i have to say that donghae's butt WAS HOT XD perverted fans . I lovee this picture ! but its not PERFECT . Its not perfect at all . Two person is missing . They looked so happy but it will be more happier when the two members are there . Saw leader's dimple ? XD Stop looking at it leader ! It was all ours ! Teukie was like ' did i really get this ? am i dreaming ? ' LOL LEADER ! want me to slap your butt and told you that was REAL ? XD why butt now and not face anymore ? XD you don't have any idea HOW MUCH I MISS KYUMIN ! OMG KYUMIN ! It'll be enough to see them JUST TALKING LOL XD Kim Kibum I SAW KIBUM ! I SAW KIM KIBUM ! I SAW SUPER JUNIOR KIM KIBUM ! I SAW HIM ! I SAW HIM ! I SAW HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! yup , am so happy . FINALLY HE'S SMILING ! LIKE , FINALLY ! YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE WAITED FOR THIS ! HE FREAKING SMILE AT ME ! OMG I DIED ! his charming smile , HOW CAN YOU NOT FALL FOR HIM ?! I MISS HIMMMMMMM ! I'M GLAD THAT HE COMEBACK ! and you know something ? I THOUGHT HE WAS THE HOTTEST GHOST ON EARTH ! better than the vampire ( you-know-who) vampire and ghost ? are they the same ? no ? XD . PLEASE ! GOD ! WHY AM I TYPING ALL IN CAPS LOCK ?! BECAUSE I'M WAYY TOOOO EXCITED ALREADY ! and maybe kibum XD i'll watch your ghost movie FOR THE FIRST TIME in my life at youtube XD EVERYTHING FOR KIBUM OKAY ! XDDD That's all for now , i want to talk about A'st1 but i think this post was way too long already . I'll write about them later ~ Bye ! ps : haha , some people thinks that i'm so old fashion becuase i don't know twilight . lol so what ? I better waste THE FREAKING RM20 for suju . HAHA ! and wtf new moon is ? and yeah , i'm sorry if i hurt someone's feelings but yeah , Shindong IS MORE HANDSOME than the vampire . oh what's his name ? LOL I DON'T KNOW HIS NAME IS AND I'M SO PROUD OF IT ! I'M PROUD THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TWILIGHT REALLY IS ! yup , i'm an idiot because i'm too addicted with korean . I'm proud that i don't know twilight XD Kau ingt aku kish ke twilight nih ape ? HAHA ! aku tk hadap lah weh twilight ngan new moon tuh . tk yah la sampai nk ckp aku katak bwh tempurung en . twilight ngan new moon ? oh pleasee , sbb kau aku jadi benci dkt twilight HAHA ! congrates weh , congrats. and yeah , aku tk suruh pun kau suka korean , ska hati aku lah nk suka sape sape and nk nak benci sape sape pun dlm dunia neh . mcm kau mampus pulak en ? bangang dodol . kau tk lyk nk tentukan spe yg mesti aku mint dan spe yg mesti aku tk mint . I'M NOT YOUR FREAKING PUPPET ! IDIOT ! Now , from the very beginning i love kpop until now , I've to suffer something like this . CAN'T YOU PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE ?! I'M HUMAN TOO ! AND I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE ! CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ! HOW MANY TIME I'VE TO SAY THIS ! LEAVE ME ALONE ! ughh i hate you . LEAVE ME ALONE .** Labels: Craps, gda, twilight What a girl wants posted on Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 1:47 PM Hello ! okay sighh . I wish to write a cheerful entry but i FAILED XD So yeah , I'm all okay now . Being a fangirl is the HARDEST THINGS ! yeah i know :P ps: I swear the title takde kaitan dngn entry post XD Woots people , my mom gave me permission to buy online BUT then , i must use MY own money to buy those things . alah , macam tak biasa pulak . but yeah , i'm happy . This is not my first time buying online . The first time i bought online was last year and i'm so not expected that i bought something from singapore ! LOL So now , lets move on . Wuuuuu , me and nana , FOUND EUNHAE KID VERSION ! omg seriously ! I love aril & azzam so so so much ! and whoever watching idola kecil ? childish i know BUT BUT ! YOU CAN SEE EUNHAE KID VERSION THERE ! SO CUTEEEE ! xD so yeah , there we go , eunhae kid version . The kid with the peace is donghae , and the very cute boy next to him is eunhyuk. right nana ? and yeah , i love azzam ! I can swear azzam has the most beautiful smile and voice , he can sing damn well . I fall for azzam seriously T_T for Aril , he's just like the way eunhyuk is . so playful and a cutie pie ! pinch his cheeks So there we go , OUR LOVELY EUNHAE . YAH LEE DONGHAE ! STOP BITTING YOUR MOUTH ! It makes me wanna kiss you so badly , idiot T_T Eunhae kid version is soo lovely . I watched the latest episode where sam was eliminated . People are crying like a mad person whereas they're like ' ape nangis2 ni ? ' LOL but at the end , azzam cried because sam is leaving . He's crying like ' JANGAN SAMM ! ' so cute and heartbreaking . as usual , aril was beside him at that time to comfort him . JUST LIKE EUNHAE ! xD azzam is cryyingg and everyone who's watching the idola kecil , DID YOU SAW ARIL WIPES HIS TEARS ?! OMG ! lol xD then azzam wipes sam's tears . seriously lah people , they don't have to be this cruel to separate them up . don't you guys have a heart watching them cry ? ughh . I love azzam and aril ! AND YEAH HUMANS ! azzam went sleepover at aril's house during hari raya haji . Isn't it too advance already 'azril' ? xDDD So yeah , there's some picture of azril moments , Don't you love how azzam is sitting like a girl beside aril ? LMAO . AZRIL FTW ! woots ~ hear azzam sang pelangi petag . he makes me cry you know . aishhh that boy Yeah nowww , lets move on ! Suju will release their super show 2nd album this count THURSDAY ! see , my money's going to fly away out again . Bye bye money , see you next year XD my goal next year is i want to save money rm50 per month , but nahh , rm20 will have to donate to my bank lah . so i've only rm30 . sighh . how am i going to buy a friggin ipod next year if it's like that ? sighh . but nevermind , I'll try to think about another way to save my money . and yeah , I'll tell my hand and heart not being too stupid to buy all things especially bags when i'm out shopping. I can't take my eyes off bags seriously Y_Y until now , i've count* 13 bags , two of them i still don't use it . I want to buy this bag nana's bag . I'll post the picture once i've found her bag's picture xD but yeah , her bag will cost me RM 69 . sighhh . oh rightt , now i just realised that kyu IS skinny . He has FAT CHEEKS like me . cry how can i not love this cutie magnae lah people ? I loveeeeeeeee his stare ! STARE AT ME LIKE THAT TEUKIE ! IMMA EAT YOU AFTER THIS ! Y_Y ' Popo Me , Lee Hyukjae ' So adorable can ?! If you watch the video , you can see how donghae show hyuk that banner and yeah people , hyuk KISS donghae's the-thing-on-his-head 's LIPS ! XD and donghae being too annoying again messing up with hyukjae and that makes hyukjae want to bite him but nahh , donghae manage to runnn away XD so cutee ~ I WATCHED MIRACLE'S SUPER SHOW THAILAND VIDEO WHEN SIWON KISS HANKYUNG'S CHEEK ! OMG ! imagine me , at 2 am in the morning , screaming with no voice XD that is seriously EPIC ! and yeah , you can hear magnae kyu sings kibum's part in miracle . SO LMAO ! i tell you , i love my boys so much ! :P My father is supposed to go with us to Nanjing this thursday but yeah , Its cancel T_T The mainn reason is , my grandmother is sick . So yeah , we've to take a look at her . Its first like this , The reason my father cancel the trip because he had a meeting on that date , but tengok tengok , meeting cancel . Okay lah ckan ? Last week , my grandmother disahkan ada i-don't-know-what-desease . I was like O.O . How am i gonna go there ? And the decision is now , my father will postpone it to another date which is maybe next year . sighh . If my grandmother didn't sick then I can go and probably meet suju lol xD Suju will held their concert at nanjing on the 11 dec . And they probably arrive at the airport on the 9 or 10 . The date i supposed to go is 10 . So maybe , I can meet them in person . Wouldn't it be soo nice if i met them in person , in the friggin airport ? Sighh but yeah ! my father will have the chance . LOL XD . So yeah , no trip for december . Will have to wait for january for medan trip . I am sooo anticipating to go there with my cousin ! I've friends YAY ! Now , its time for to log off PFFT . i've tuition homeworks and its friggin 10 pages . damn good teacher i knoww . oh right ! before i forget , i bought a YG's magazine and epop malay version magazine . AND HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA ! YG's poster and epop's poster are the same can ? That means , the poster is FT Island , yup ! I've two FTI's poster with the same picture , cuma bezanya besar and kecil jeh XDD . LOL me :P I'll post the picture if i've times , SO NOW ! BYE BYE ! :) Labels: Craps, happy New Layout posted on Friday, December 4, 2009, 6:06 PM OHMYGODD !!!! Baby hae ! xD I'll update again tonight , don't worry :) How's my new layout ? I'm so effin in love with it because it has bigg space lol xD gotta off now before mom scream into my ears :P TAG TAG TAG ! HAHA ! To : http://syerawr.blogspot.com I'm sorry if i hurt you in any ways . Me being an elf , its a job for me to protect my 13 angels . They're not a thing that you can easily hate them or love them . They're human for God's sake . I know , EVERYONE deserve to say anything , but i'm hurt when you said you love 2PM and leave suju . A fan , doesn't act like this . A fan , being together with her/his idol forever . A fan , the love of a fan cannot change eventhough there's many band debut . I'm not saying you're not a fan , you ARE a fan but you're not the fan that i said . I feel pity if a band have a fan like you , i'm not bashing you nor hate you . I don't know why you doesn't like suju anymore . I'm not forcing you to like them back , i just want to know why . Suju isn't gay , let me clarify everything about this . If you think suju is a gay boyband , then you're wrong . It just a fangirl's fantasy . I don't know whats your main reason about not liking suju . Please tell me why then i'll make things clear . Don't hate Suju please . They're humans too and human do wrong . last but not least , don't leave 2PM like you leave Suju . I feel sorry for 2PM if you leave them . Stick to a band . :) Tapi pelikla. Apehal eh ramai benar minat dekat Super Junior tu?Dulu aku minat jugak dekat Super Junior. Tapi dekat Siwon dgan Hae Chul je.Sekarang dh tak minat lagi dah. Sekarang dah beralih dkat 2PM and Beast, Hahaaa.Habis la aku lepas ni, kene down betol-betol dengan fans Suju ni. Haha, sorry weh. Suju terhebat, Haha. Labels: Craps Warning : sad post ( not really , i think ) posted on Sunday, November 8, 2009, 5:45 PM He's sad because of me :( I know I should be happy today , and how the hell i'm going to be happy when no one in this house even REMEMBER TODAY IS MY SPECIAL DAY ? my life sucks . how could they , i'm crying right now . i don't know . when my other siblings birthday , my mother even bought them a big cake , while me ? nothing , she didn't even remember my birthday , that's really makes my heart shattered into 1000 pieces . ibu please , i'm still 14 year old teenagers . I still have the heart like a child , my heart is too fragile , yet you didn't even know about that . I still want a birthday celebration , at least wish me . I'm not expecting any birthday present from you as i know you won't give me . I'm so dissapointed , very dissapointed . very very dissapointed . you know , the day i hate the most every year is 8 nov . I've to point out this because i feel like , today is nothing special for me . what day is today ? ahh 8 nov . nothing special to be surprise about . i thought of my family to wish me first but i'm totally wrong . why my life have to be like this ? why oh why ? i've done nothing wrong , did I ?You don't have to come to me and complain about how your mother and father didn't give you presents or didn't treat you dinner or whatsoever . I'll really kick your pretty ass out of my face , damn you . at least you should be thankful that they wish you , please lah people .be thankful ! so yeah , i'm not saying here that i hate my mother , father and my family . I'm just saying that i truly dissapointed with them . make sense ? okay lets continue with what's happen next . Nana texted me while i'm in the car on my way to the curve , everytime she texted me , my heart hurts . really , i'm so hurtt at that time . so yeah , she makes me laughed too . thanks nana ! i owe you one ! after that , we went to the curve . oh right lupa nak cakap , today nur khairina bt khairulmuzammil telah memecahkan record dengan tidak bercakap selama letmecount 9 hours ? lol . and everyone was wondering , wth is wrong with me . my mom try to talk to me but i was just like ' ohhhh ' T_T really not in the mood to laugh or whatsoever . so yeah , 9 PM makngah wished me a happy birthday wish and my sister who's accidentally ternampak the message show it to my mother . my mother and my sister actually know about my birthday but they was just like ' nahh , tau tau ' . that makes me really damn hurts ! she know but she pretend like she didn't know . whatthe ?! aish at least my father was there to wish me . thanks ayah <3> so yeah , that was the things that happen 8 nov , sad sad sad . I didn't get to enjoy my day . I'm enoying with the tears on my day , really sweet though :( Thanks to everyone who wished me : Afrina Izreen Allyana Aquilah Marsya Cheryl Jil Ee Classmates :) Nia Syuraina Nicole Tan Anisa Safwa Liesa Unnie Eya Fiqah Couzi Hanna Nazyrah Izzah Mak Ngah Family :) do tell me if you're missed out ! :D Thanks alott afrina for the birthday present you gave me . its really really cute and i lovee it so much can ? i even put it back in the wrapping paper because i love it too much to use it LOLS XD I'll put the pictures later Labels: Craps, my bday, sad Oh rightt posted on Thursday, November 5, 2009, 9:20 AM why so hot ? o_O * OH HIIII ! MERDEKA ! yesh although today i've one shit seni paper but who cares anywayy ? HAHA ! and please ? today i don't wanna go to school because i've to receive one sijil for my nilam . TEACHER TIS YEAR I DON'T EVEN READ A BOOK ! how come you can give me the sijil thingy ? I DON'T WANT I DON'T WANTTTT ! replace me with someone else please ? pretty pretty please ? cries aishh , it'll be so embarassing for me and from now on i know what'll be my name ' nerdy nina ' double N . T___________________T so yeah , i'll update everything about exam in the next post . not really into the mood to update anything about exam . what i know is , this is the first finals i'm studying really really hard for it . I didn't study last year and my result was shitly bad . 2A 5B 2C 1D . A(s) for agama and english . B(s) for bm , sivik , maths , sej and geo . C(s) for science and seni . D for kh . atleast i still pass . pheww . i know my result this year was wayy better than last year . i know i can do it ! but science freaks the heck out of me . I hope its a B and not C . I know i'm stupid in science . I hate science bytheway . * yahhhhhhh , i love youu ! witty magnae <3 color="#9999ff">so yeah , tomorrow will be my precious boys anniveary . Its 4 years already . My birthday will be like 3 dyas to go and woots ~ mummy i want present . the last time i get present from you when i was 6 years old and yeah , i still remember it . please at least give me one ? i hate cakes so don't give me cakes :) haaa . so there we go my wishlist for my birthday : 1) get kangin back to suju 2) stop the dbsk tragic drama scene . 3) hae in a good health . 4) a perfumeee ! yah now i love perfume and i can't resist it lah ! 5) an earphone . say ohohoh baby lalalalala~ 6) i want a suju merchandise , at least one then its enough . xD 7) i want to celebrate my day with NIA SYURAINA as i know she can't T_T and all my net dearest friends :) Lol i want all above . someone who's kind hearted please grnat my wish up there . LOL XD I wanna buy something for me too . NYAHAHAHAHA ! so funny nina , so damn funny T_T I'm not forcing anyone to buy me this okay ? i know hae will buyfor me all this , HAHA ! give him this hairstlye back ! yah why did you change your hairstyle in YAB ? T_T Now people , i'm so busy with watching korean dramas and youtube-ing , sj-ing , fti-ing and alot more xD You're beautiful Momo Love Creating Destiny Smile , You Super Junior M Happy Camp FTI Hangeul Island Three Dads One Mom Did I miss anything ? do tell me ya ? Signing off now :) Labels: Craps Nahhh , posted on Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 7:39 AM Kyuhyun , kyuhyun , kyuhyunn ! yuyun ( my sister pronounce kyuhyun like this , lol cute ! ) Hello human being and animals and aliens ! lol I'm using my younger brother's computer now , he's at school now so i secretly went to his bedroom . shhhh don't tell him i did that HAHA ! so yeah , I just want to state here that I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF ! I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF AND I SERIOUSLY AM ! See here , I didn't open my mother's laptop last night . She give me permission to use her laptop while my laptop in the 'hospital' , so yeah , I want to open her laptop last night but she left her laptop downstairs , so the scaredy cat me feels like ' aish , just stay still without laptop one night ' , AND FINALLY I MANAGE TO GET RID OF THE LAPTOP ! LOL ! and this is my first time ever in my life I abandon the laptop . miahahahahahha . aiyee , I've to get back dating with agama book . 9 more chapters to go weeeeeee ! ustaz and ustazah being a cruel person don't want to tell us what' coming out for agama. and we have to memorize all 32 chapters and she and he think i'm a robot who can memorize the whole things. vey the shit one eh T_T ps: I'll reply the comments later , wuuu sorry :( pps: OMG I'VE TO TURN OFF HIS COMPUTER NOW , because i don't know why suddenly something stupid pops out on the screen xDDD Labels: Craps You Put The Title :P posted on Monday, October 26, 2009, 1:24 AM * please keep the bright smile on your face , hae * I promise I'll do the tags after exams , I promise :) So yeah , I get bored with books , I get bored with questions . Yahh Books , Stay away from me please ? Thank You Mnet is S.H.I.T. Theres no point we voted for Suju if the results Suju didn't win any awards at all . Suju did win it in the net but the result was not Suju . SM artist is banned from Mnet . They are shits . Arghh . Why oh why ? This is truly unfair . UNFAIR UNFAIR ! * guess who guess who ! hongki has twin ! xD * * now you know why i LOVEE hongki's blonde hair :P * I'M OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL ! ohmygod ohmygod ! I've to say this , its way better than boys over flowers and heading to the ground , I SWEAR ! I didn't favour bof much , because ? because i hate lee min ho's characters . and i hate how they end it , no kiss ? n hugs ? URGHH . and yeah one more thing , i also hate the fact that kim hyung joong is famous because of bof . I want him to be called as S501's leader hyun joong and not bof's yoon ji hoo ! please human , don't come to me and said ' ji hoo was damn handsome ! ' then i'll just ignore you and said ' he's not ji hoo , he's hyung joong and bytheway , who the heck is jihoo ? ' understood ? good =) Heading to the ground , I love Yunho , I hate Ara . Go Ara's expression makes me want to vomit . I'm so sorry to ara's fans but that's the fact . I don't know why the hell i hate ara's expression . okay you gotta love you're beautiful <33333> ! jang geun suk's character was really really a reckless . A handsome reckless lol xD hongki was the cutest i swear ! he was all himself in the drama , okay you know hongki right ? the cute and playful guy . OMGEE I LOVE HIS BLONDE HAIR ! <3333>guy girl in the drama . so cute , so ~~handsome~~ pretty ! and hell yeah i love A.N.Jell's song ! JGS VOICE WAS SO MANLY AND HANDSOME ! ohmygod ! ohmygod ! Tae Kyung , Shin Woo , Jeremy , Mi Nam . Forever A.N.Jell <3333.> Lee Minho is in malaysia now and Thank God i wasn't a die hard fans for lee minho . Or else I'm too will go crazy lol . I even forget that Lee minho was in malaysia today . MIAHAHHAHA ! * omg my pretttttyyyy boy ! handsome lah you ni ! xD * Okay tadi , I watched Melodi at TV3 . then suddenly got this one artiste , which I don't want to state his name said , Kalau dah orang Malaysia tak nak support Malaysian Artist , Habistu macam mana kitaorang nk cari duit . Kita bayar satu lagu bukan nye murah tau . Mahal ! Stesen stesen radio asyik putarkan lagu luar negara je , lagu luar negara tu mula mula tak sedap , lama lama sedap la dia nanti . Saya tengok memang orang Malaysia ni dah ramai tak pandang lagu melayu . Tu ha , lagu inggeris lah , lagu korea lah and bla bla bla . Seriously , kau ingat aku kisah ke kau tak de duit ? bukan ke kau kaya ? HAHA A VERY FUNNY MAN LAH YOU . dah lagu tak sedap , jangan lah paksa orang suka . remember ? everyone has their own taste and semua orang ada hak nak suka sesiapa sahaja dia nak . lol if i've a chance lah kan , i want to show to you how much people in malaysia that love korean and not the local artis . I really wish I can . laughing my ass out donghae : dear ~ go sleep okay ? EVERYONE WILL SCOLD ME IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SLEEP NOW ! nina : go away , you're cheating me with li yin unnie , JERK ! donghae : WHUT ?! nina : Don't what me LEE DONGHAE ! now you ! sleep down ! me on the bed alone ! donghae : Yahh , my back will hurts if i sleep here , nina ~ nina : who cares ? that's the best way to teach you my fishy . big grin donghae : it's not my faultt ! its the stupid lee soo man fault . ignored donghae : NINAAAAAAAAAA ~ N.... NI..NAAAAA~!! ignored donghae : NINAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! nina : YAH SHUT UP ! urghh I hate you ! jumps on the bed and hugs me donghae : I love you too and now sleep ~ nina : in lala-land with andy ajuhssi xD omg my imagination xD ps : I don't know if I can online after this or not because I might send my laptop away to the hospital . My lappie here has a kronik penyakit lah ! T_T pps: SOMEONE PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO PUT A VIDEO IN MY MP4 ! cries pppps: should sleep now ~ Labels: Craps, lee min ho, malaysian, you're beautiful Update ~! posted on Saturday, October 24, 2009, 9:36 AM yahh , you win . you makes me want to kiss you . jerk ~ T_T I don't know why , I am still thinking about what if oneday i hate super junior and all my babies ? Aish , I don't know . Yesterday when I lay my back on my bed , suddenly my mind was like ' eh , what if oneday , i regret that i love suju ? ' . Then I look at my album collection , poster collection ad at last my laptop . then i said again ' this is not trueeee , i know i love them ! i know i love them ! ' then I sleep . Today I wake up , i ask myself again ' did I truly love them ? ' and i answered it back ' of course i love them ! ' Aigoo , I love them for more than 1 year now , and i should not regret that I love them , I SHOULD NOT ! AND I BETTER NOT ! but but .... the biggest what if that i'm scared the most is what if kangin leave super junior ? speechless donghae : YAH NINA PARK EUN MI ! where's my breakfast ! my stomachie ! he's starving. nina : YAH MR LEE DONGHAE ! STOP BANGING ON THE DOOR ! let me sleep first please ? donghae : cries jumping on the bed I want food . I want food ! or else I'll go to nana , byee nina : EH WAIT WAITTT ! see ? he's now merajuk with me . lee donghae , no matter what you say i'm a lazy ass , i know you love me lols xD and now i should signing off and makes the damn foodies for donghae . jerk ~ ps: I'll reply the comments later , and now , I SHOULD GO STUDY ! because exams are like 4 days away and i'm not confident i can get colouring and colourful results. okay not colouring , because colouring can get you a fail lol pps: my english , is it okay or not ? because i suddenly didn't have the confident to write an essay , whattheshit . ppps: I am suddenly craving for hankyung . T_T ppppps: save the earth human pppppps: I LOVE DONGHAE !! ppppppps : I should go now ppppppppps : lol I love you :P ppppppppppps: signing off ! hehe pppppppppppps: miahahahah , I'm very lazy to study get smack by donghae okay okay I'm off ! Labels: Craps, donghae Breaking up ?! posted on Sunday, October 18, 2009, 7:00 PM Kangin will not attend sushow shanghai . how sad is that ? how sad is that ? I LOSE KIBUM ON THE STAGE . and now I've to lose KANGIN too ? life is so unfair . I LOSE MY TWO PRECIOUS GUY PERFORMING ON THE STAGE . I'm so scared what will happen next . the website : http://community.livejournal.com/omonatheydidnt/1786541.html#cutid1 its written : On the Korean site Agora , they ( netizens ) are petioning for him to be banned (otherwise be removed from Super Junior) , up till now , there has been 206 signatures , they are aiming for 10 , 000 . He has made an official apology but netizens are unhappy ( The numbers are still increasing .. ) I . CANT . BREATH . My most biggest fear is coming up . NETIZENS . STOP . PLEASE . I'm speechless at words . Can't say much . Forgive him netizens . PEOPLES AREN'T PERFECT SO DO YOU ! get the fuck out of this ! ELF , keep the faith ! Teukie-ah , we're sorry . We'll protect Super Junior . We'll protect Kangin . Please believe in us ! I WANT 13 AND ONLY 13 . no more , no less . no replacement ! please ? Labels: Craps Update + Semi Hiatus posted on Sunday, October 11, 2009, 6:15 PM HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOCHI ! ( I remember his birthday but i don't have times to wish him , you know how busy am i ) Happy birthday mochi :) you know ~ I've always wanted to meet you . I want to talk to you . Only 13 fans hates you . You got my love because you are super junior m's henry lau . Get rid of those fans who hates you because we love you . Mochi stay strong . You've got hotter and hotter everyday . My eyes burnt , I can't look at you because you're too handsome . Please wear black's shirt always and I'll love you for that :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My father , he meets his korean friend yesterday . He ajak-ed my mom to go with him. I was there too . His friend have a HANDSOME SMOCKING HOT son and a CUTE LITTLE BABY ! gosh , I meet him and my eyes were like O_O . MAN DAMMIT ! HE'S KOREAN AND SMOCKING SMOCKING SMOCKING HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ! I was practically staring at him who's busy with his ipod . Probably listening to korean song and play games . BOYS = GAMES . I curse my self because i didn't bring my camera and MY HANDPHONE'S BATTERY WAS DAMN LOWW ! I can't even turn on it . SHIT SHIT . My father and his father , my mother and his mother , my siblings and his brother . me ? STARING AT HIM .I PREFER TO NOT EAT ! damn how can he be THIS HOT ?! He's leaving today , damn sad . My father said that his father was a best friend of his when he's in korea . KOREANS ARE FLUENT IN ENGLISH YOU KNOW ! his mother was damn gorgeous . Aihhh boy , I don't know your name , I can just call you mr Park's son , i mean Mr Park's handsome son . hehe . I hope to meet you again and I KNOW I WILL ! :D I'll miss you ~ xDDDDDD . And I'm stupid that I was so shy to ask you what's your name . but but dude , boy that makes their first move . Nina dah angau , HUWAHUWAHUWAA . getasweetlittlesmackbydonghae ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PMR IS OVER TODAY ! WEHEEEEEEEEEE ! why am i the one who's so excited when pmr is over ? xDDD . Actually , I missed the times when i spazz out about koreans with my wifes . Gosh NANA AND NISA , YOU HAVE TO ONLINE TOMORROW ! no excuses okay ?! xD lol i miss to spazz out with nabila , eya and nicole too . You know nicole , you're the only one my chinese chat friend xD You're so funnnn to talk with :) Ah yes , IE was driving me crazy . It creeps the hell out of me whenever it stuck or hang . What the shit ? erghhh . Slow update from today onwards until the final exams finish . WILL NOT PROBABLY UPDATE OR ONLINE ON THE EXAM DAY . I promise to my self already . Hehe ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You know girls , I've proof that Malaysian proudly say that they hate Koreans . Like shit tau diaorang tu T_T See , wait the second picture . Its really not my fault to reveal his number . I mean he gave us his number , I won't protect his number because i don't want to . :) Let korean fans bash him , please bash him . He seems so proud to say that he hates korea . seriously boy , NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF . seriously nothing . and zurisa , please don't makes me laugh my ass out again . stupid girl . and nothing to be proud of girl . Everyone has THEIR OWN opinion . you might say that indie is the best but for us , indie was not . Everyone's mind is not the same . You can say whatever you people want to say but we , the fans will not ever change our mind . and yeah antis , please study english more . because man , your english was damnn teruk xD Whatever it is , KPOP is still the best . Go die with your indie . Leave us alone . ps: I got to went back to my nerding bussiness . Baru je dpt hafal sejrh chapter 1 , nabila , I'm following your tips to read sejarah everyday lol . pps: Will reply the comments after i come back from school because my mom is going to use my laptop T_T Labels: Antis, Craps, Henry, pmr
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