I don't think it's the right thing to say sorry to us . I'm the one who should say sorry , we're the one who should apologize . Lee Hyukjae , thanks for asking us why are we crying . It hurts so much to see you cried , and here we are , crying too . although it's just ' why are you crying ' , i know you care so much about us . I just , I'm sorry to let you down :( you're the first one who tweet us , sometimes i wonder how the hell you know how i feel right now . sometimes i wonder are you with me ? why you know about me so much ? hyuk , thanks . idiot , you better let your tears go by tweeting or i will kick your ass for having so much of secrets . you better don't . Lee Sungmin , where are you right now ? as far as i know , iphone can't access minihompy or cyworld , you must be hiding somewhere and cry don't you ? but my lee sungmin never show me his tears . that's just how great you were . you were so strong inside but yet too squishy outside . you're always be the one who calms me down , say it's okay , try to cheer me up . you were just too lovely lee sungmin . we're sorry to disappoint you again . you said it's okay , i will still feel guilty . I just wish i was strong , like you , to accept everything that happens , but i never will be . be strong as always lee sungmin , so that you can be the power of me who never let me down and cry . and idiot , just cry if you want , a man is not weak when he cried . okay . heechul , heechul-ah =( you were so disappointed don't you ? you tried so hard to hide your sadness but it still , i still can see tears in your eyes . man , you're cool . you're just cool to console your hyung , tell him that it's okay , better luck next time . i'm sorry . i am really sorry . Thanks for standing beside leader whenever he's sad . at least he know that he has a friend that is the same age as him to say things like that . I trust you kim heechul . thanks .

hi park jungsoo . I have lots , yeah lots of things to say . first , I'm sorry that I let you down , although you say that we're the best , i still think that i'm not . second , teukie-ah , uljimaa . it breaks my heart to see you cried on heenim's shoulder . third , you should have known about this , whatever gonna happen , whatever they say , whatever they think , i will , we will always be there beside you standing up high and down low with you . fourth , leader-shi , i don't know just how much you wanted GDA , how the hell much you said you wanted to be congratulated too by the end if this year , and it saddens me so much when you tried your best to smile . park jungsoo , you failure , never hold your tears anymore , you hear me ? NEVER HOLD YOUR TEARS ANYMORE . just cry if you want , just shout if you want , just do whatever you want . because park jungsoo , for all the hardwork you did , for all the sacrifices you have done , you deserve every happiness in the world . be happy , jungsoo-ah . sleep well too . my idiot .

kim yesung , why you tweet our picture and make me cry . we did our best don't we ? thanks :)

Lee Donghae , like what i said , when you tweeted , i feel like the bomb has just dropped . i cried even harder , i sobbed even harder . why you have to do this . you feel very loved ? how ? we don't even give you gda , you must be lying hae . i'm sorry , no gda for you . are you sad ? don't be =( . you still lack in many things ? you really think you're lacking so much ? seriously hae , tell me how much you worked your ass off for this , tell me how many times you're sick because of us , tell me how much you made me feel very loved , tell me how . tell me why you said you're lacking , infact you don't . lee donghae , you're my perfection . i hate it when you questioning my loyalty towards you . ' but will you still believe in us ? ' really ? hae . i just proved it to all of you , i'm here with you for two years already . and it's not easy . i have come this far , why would I lost my loyal when you didn't get an award ? why would i hate you when you didn't even win that award ? is love really depends on an award ? know this hae , i will always be here . ALWAYS BE HERE . don't question it no more . i hate it . i love you too and a toast for you who always did your best in anything . i will work harder too in 2011 so that i could see only smiles in your and your members' eyes . TEARS NO MORE .

ELF , you have to be strong . lets be strong with our boys . only we know what's the real situation , why this and that happens . how the judge cheats here and there . we can do it . prove them that they are wrong , prove to them that we're the best . don't do silly things , that means you have given up . never lose hope , remember ? we are ELF . ever lasting hope . ever lasting love . ever lasting friends . forever . hwaiting . :)

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"We ourselves also know the fact that our weakness is although we're famous, we
didnt have any representative song. But this year "Sorry sorry" has become our
hit song, after receiving the daesang award at Golden disk, it seems that all
our complex have gone away. When we were young and dreamed to be singer, our
dreaming stage is always here at Golden disk, now we got the best place in this
stage/place, we couldnt believe it

"This year although we're very happy with but at the same
time there are many bad incidents. Just before this, I had a phone call with
Kangin. He was about to cry and said 'I miss you', and after the call ended, I
got a text from him said 'Hyung, I'm sorry'. Although he himself had done
something wrong but I still feel sad that I cant share the happiness with the
member who had shared the hardship with me since we were young. Kangin really
wanted to stand on this stage. From now on he wont be self-satisfied and be
responsible with his life to deserve the love from all the fans"

Eunhyuk love Donghae .

YAH ! YAHHH ! donghae only loves ME ! hyukjae was like ' uhh what .. is .. this ? *after read it* ohhh ' LOL IDIOT XD

you don't have any idea HOW MUCH I MISS KYUMIN ! OMG KYUMIN ! It'll be enough to see them JUST TALKING LOL XD


Kim Kibum

I SAW KIBUM ! I SAW KIM KIBUM ! I SAW SUPER JUNIOR KIM KIBUM ! I SAW HIM ! I SAW HIM ! I SAW HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! yup , am so happy . FINALLY HE'S SMILING ! LIKE , FINALLY ! YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I'VE WAITED FOR THIS ! HE FREAKING SMILE AT ME ! OMG I DIED ! his charming smile , HOW CAN YOU NOT FALL FOR HIM ?! I MISS HIMMMMMMM ! I'M GLAD THAT HE COMEBACK ! and you know something ? I THOUGHT HE WAS THE HOTTEST GHOST ON EARTH ! better than the vampire ( you-know-who) vampire and ghost ? are they the same ? no ? XD . PLEASE ! GOD ! WHY AM I TYPING ALL IN CAPS LOCK ?! BECAUSE I'M WAYY TOOOO EXCITED ALREADY ! and maybe kibum XD i'll watch your ghost movie FOR THE FIRST TIME in my life at youtube XD EVERYTHING FOR KIBUM OKAY ! XDDD

That's all for now , i want to talk about A'st1 but i think this post was way too long already . I'll write about them later ~ Bye !

ps : haha , some people thinks that i'm so old fashion becuase i don't know twilight . lol so what ? I better waste THE FREAKING RM20 for suju . HAHA ! and wtf new moon is ? and yeah , i'm sorry if i hurt someone's feelings but yeah , Shindong IS MORE HANDSOME than the vampire . oh what's his name ? LOL I DON'T KNOW HIS NAME IS AND I'M SO PROUD OF IT ! I'M PROUD THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TWILIGHT REALLY IS ! yup , i'm an idiot because i'm too addicted with korean . I'm proud that i don't know twilight XD Kau ingt aku kish ke twilight nih ape ? HAHA ! aku tk hadap lah weh twilight ngan new moon tuh . tk yah la sampai nk ckp aku katak bwh tempurung en . twilight ngan new moon ? oh pleasee , sbb kau aku jadi benci dkt twilight HAHA ! congrates weh , congrats. and yeah , aku tk suruh pun kau suka korean , ska hati aku lah nk suka sape sape and nk nak benci sape sape pun dlm dunia neh . mcm kau mampus pulak en ? bangang dodol . kau tk lyk nk tentukan spe yg mesti aku mint dan spe yg mesti aku tk mint . I'M NOT YOUR FREAKING PUPPET ! IDIOT !

Now , from the very beginning i love kpop until now , I've to suffer something like this . CAN'T YOU PEOPLE LEAVE ME ALONE ?! I'M HUMAN TOO ! AND I DO HAVE MY OWN LIFE ! CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ! HOW MANY TIME I'VE TO SAY THIS ! LEAVE ME ALONE ! ughh i hate you .

LEAVE ME ALONE .

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